MILK MAKES ME DRUNK

2011-04-13T12:12:00.000-07:00

time flys by so fast and its the month of april already.

so many things to do but so little time, if only time could stop

whenever we want it to.

have you ever wonder whats its gonna be like in the future??

what you might become, who you'll get married to,

what you'll look like when your older, ect ....

we often ask ourself so many questions that we dont have the

answer to and all we can do is live life as it is cause you will never

know what to expect of it.

p.s. when it comes down to it, i'll let them think what the want.

if they care enough to bother what i do, then i'm already better

than them.

2011-04-11T09:24:00.001-07:00

finally !!! like finally my 2days off are here!!!

im gonna rot at home:)

anw theres nothing much i wanna write about

im gonna watch dramam now

byeee

2011-04-07T09:15:00.001-07:00

just celebrate birthday for my sister!

its her 15th birthday today ..

anw im craving for ban mian at this hour!

im craving for the ban mian i ate with cino that day ..

haha *hungry hungry*

going to bed now , tired ..

got to work tomorrow

another long long day

goody nite(:

2011-04-05T09:57:00.002-07:00

lying on my bed day dreaming!

was suppose to watch my hong kong drama

but it takes such a donkey long time to load!! *pissed off*

ywann!! im tired but why cant i get to sleep?

i want someone to put me to bed(:

its been a long time i had a good sleep , im always not sleeping well

and always sleeping late

one fine day i need a long good sleep and some sweet dreams

anw where can i go tomorrow?

i will be so lonely at home!!!

daddy is not in singapore ,

mummy will be out tomorrow and wouldnt be at home so early,

and when the moment i reach home

all my brother and sisters will be sleeping ..

sian , besides watching my drama what else can i do?

no one to accompany me and talk to me):

but nvm , peace!!!

arhhhhh ........

gosh!!! my hair smells like shit not!!!

just dye my hair and now it's stinks ..

ps: a man can love a million girls, but only a real man can love one girl in a million ways.

2011-03-19T09:47:00.000-07:00

Life...

Life is simple, but it’s just not easy.
In life, everyone makes mistakes, everyone falls,
but no matter how hard life goes, you just have to hang on to it,
and try to get up from the fall.

I’ve been hanging on for months. Perhaps this is the down cline moment
of my life. I believe so.
Even though I may not work hard like how the ‘nerds’ do, but somehow, work is giving me pressure. Seeing that most people around you knows and understand what’s going on,
yet you are sitting down there, catching no balls from it.
Wanted to ask for help, but sometimes it’s better for oneself to figure it out
than bothering others.

Even though I am good in keeping things to myself, but after all, I am human!
I do have emotions too! Nonstop of unluckiness, nonstop of nonsense
plus the pressure and stuffs that I already had are making me nuts!
I can’t help but to release out my emotion. You may think it’s such a small issue.
But every small issue with some bigger issues will create out an enormous bomb.
You might know part1 of the story, but it’s not the end of the story.
Even if you know the whole story, there’s still story behind the story.
You can never know a complete story from any books. Never!
And if you know what I’ve been through (but have yet to overcome it), what’s happening,
you might not be so harsh on me anymore.

Keeping silence doesn’t mean I have nothing to say. But there’s a limit for everything.
It might be 99%, and anyone who happens to hit the last 1%,
will cause the limit to explode. And once it exploded,
every single 1% that comes in is equivalent to 100% till the limit ‘machine’ is fixed again. Knowing that these are unfair to those people,
but please think if it’s fair for me too?
Is it fair for me getting all this shits?
I often think why all this shits happens on me? Why can’t it be others?
But no matter how much I think, it’s pointless.
The one and only answer is ‘this is life, and life is always unfair’.

Who don’t wish to be a perfect person with a perfect life? Everyone wished to!
But reality tells us that no one can be perfect. If I happen to be
a Happy go lucky person in the past, please don’t assume that a happy go lucky person won’t change to a sad and unlucky person.
If I have been treating you well,
please don’t take it for granted that I MUST always treat you well.
People are too used to your ‘A’,
and couldn’t bring themselves to accept that there’s a ‘B’ too.
When ‘A's’ 'battery' is down to 0%, the ‘B’ has to come out.
‘B’ can be bad, everyone including myself dislikes ‘B’,
but do you know what is the best thing about it?
It tells me that I am still not dead.
I am still living like a human with feelings and emotions.

But of course, I sincerely apologise for letting my ‘B’ out on me
and letting it to offend/hurt any of you.
Please let me pass all the given challenges ASAP.
I miss my happiness a lot!

2011-03-18T02:50:00.000-07:00

What a disappointed friday.
It was my offday today , wanted to spend my day with him.
but my plan didn't went the way how i have planned!

was supposed to go to his house to accompany him
but he told me he wasnt feeling very well ,
so he need to take a short rest.
and he doesn't want to pass his cough to me.
I understand and I told him to rest first , I waited for him till i fell asleep.
Finally he text me , i thought he wanted to meet me
and head down to marina square together.

But in the end he told me he was already at suntec listening to a seminar!!!
I asked him why didnt he told he was going there
and why did he lie to me all along
and his replied was he scared that I would get angry!!!!
he seriously doesn't understand me well , if he's busy or he need to go somewhere else first
he could just tell me , I'm not like those girls , I'm not so petty......
I would understand and ask him to go ahead and do his things and after everything
he could text me to tell me that he's already free to meet me.
I would understand!!!
But in the end he choose to lie to me.

I wasnt angry because he went to suntec to listen to a seminar
or I wasn't angry because he didn't tell me.
I was just disappointed that he lied to me.

I doesn't like a guy that I like to lie to me!
I thought he was different ..
But he turns out to be like my dad , I just can't accept this.
My dad is always lying to my mom
and thats why I thought the guy that I like was different.
but ........................
haiss , Just disappointed!!!

I was disappointed till I have got no words to say to him,
in the end I have decided not to meet him.
Wasted my offday just by staying at home and was disappointed
that I didn't meet him today.
but I am the one who chose not to meet him!!

I have always wondering , am I someone that he like?
Will I have the chance to be more den just a friend with him?
What if oneday , just one fine day , I text him and tell him that I like him
and I want to be more den just a friend with him.
what would his answer be?
I want to tell him , I like him for who he is.
Doesn't matter if he's poor and doesn't matter if he's not good looking.
I like him just the way he is!!!
when would this ONE FINE DAY comes???
was just wondering!!

2011-03-15T12:13:00.000-07:00

Its already 3.15am , just got home not long.
bathed and now im waiting for my long hair to dry!

After work , went to eat beef noodle and it was damnnnn good.
was craving for it since yesterday(:
I just simply love it ...
I dont mind eating it everyday till i gets bored of it.
anw it was at bugis so after eating we walked around bugis street to do some shopping.
as usually , girls are always girls , still love shopping.
but seriously trying to CONTROL!!!!

after shopping I went to watch BIG MAMA(:
it was damn funny , worth the watch.
we kept laughing all the way

And after movie we walk from cathey all the way back to bugis!
walked pass Cino's school and I took some photos of it and send it to him-_-"
his school is beautiful.
and there's a 15mins cafe there , i dont know what does 15mins means but
maybe they got to serve us within 15mins? I guess so!
should visit there someday
And I'm gonna stalk Cino soon!!! (JOKE)

And now HOME SWEET HOME!
I'm so tired but why cant i get to bed?? can someone put me to sleep?
i need a long good sleep tooo.
I'm just so tried , seriosuly looking forward to my off day.

2011-03-14T06:13:00.000-07:00

HOME SWEET HOME
I so tired , why do i always feel tired?
but when the moment i reach home , i can't sleep-_-"
thats so funny!!!!!

I'm having my late dinner now , I'm eating waffles
bought it from YCK mrt station 7eleven.
Its good to have one 7eleven there(:

GOSH! I'm craving for the beef noodle at bugis.
Jacky is gonna bring me there tomorrow to eat again!!!
I'm sooooo in love with the beef noodle♥♥♥♥

anw daddy's new chicken rice shop will be opening tomorrow
its the 10th shop he had open(:
Congrats to him and all the best!!
I will always support him.

2011-03-13T10:27:00.000-07:00

Just got home from my aunt's house ,
was there for family day!
Sunday is always the BEST DAY, partly is because I end work early
and its because sunday is always a day for
all familys to get along together!!
♥SO I LOVE SUNDAY♥

Just texted him ,
dont know why do i always have the thoughts of messaging him.
I always told myself not to message him first ,
doesn't want to disturb him while he is doing his work.
But I just cant ,
waiting for him to message me is like waiting for my hair to grow longer!
it's just sooooo long!!!!!
I have never miss a person so much till i'm always
looking forward to receive his message every single night
just to know that he have thought of me too.
but maybe he doesn't share the same thoughts??!!!
I just dont know , it's just so difficult to read his mind.

I'm always trying to make the first move but I failed.
after all I'm still a girl , its not very nice to make the first move.
Making the first move to message him first it's already so
difficult for me to do it!
But I still wouldn't dare to make too much move
because i still cant read his mind
I dont know if he share the same thoughts like me.

So all I can do is just wait!!
wait for the time to come.
And now all i ever wish for is to know how to read people's mind(:
especially him ..........................
But it's not as easy as i thought

2011-03-11T11:41:00.002-08:00

GOSH! its already 4am and I'm still bogging.

Just got home not long , had a long day out today.

Ended work at 7.30pm and headed down to bugis to have dinner

with Tinie and Jacky

And after that we went to KBOX

Jacky singing was amazing , his singing was still the best(:

after kbox we didnt know where to go , so we went

mustafa to walk around ..

after that , home sweet home(:

and now its time for bed! nights€€€

ps: even the prettiest flow will wilt one day.

it's nature's way of teaching us that nothing last forever!

2011-03-10T08:03:00.000-08:00

back home!
I'm happy that I didnt waste my day today just by rotting at home(:

Accompany Casandra to a job interview and to her modeling agency.
After that went to Novena to meet Cino and headed to his home sweet home!
It was my first time there and i was kind of shock to see his house.
His house was amazing , very clean and very neat , very cosy too.
I love his house view!!
It really feels home ...
And not to forget , his mom! she's so cute and friendly just like that stupid boy! haha

After that we went to some where , I don't know where to have our dinner
and we watched the movie 'UNKNOWN' , nice movie ..

GOSH! why do time pass so fast during my offday!
I want it to be slower , so i can have longer time with that stupid boy ..
because he's the only one that can brighten up my day
and i wouldnt feel so lonely with him around.
I'm happy to have him around ..

2011-02-24T05:40:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, not very often, you probably will get that feeling where you don't wanna talk to anybody. You don't wanna fake a smile,and you don't wanna fake being happy. But at the same exact time,you just wanna be left alone. And, I'm no exception either.Many are aware that, it was so recently I have a serious problem here, but from my part, there's isn't a need to explain it to whoever you are.Just like the girl in my dream, there's nothing you could do or say to make me feel alright, and if I could want anything in the world, it would be to be LEFT ALONE. Because when I'm alone, no one will constantly ask me what's wrong with everything, and even though I did replied, there isn't anyone who will take "Nothing's wrong, I'm fine." as an answer. I'm sorry, but keep this in mind, the difficult situation I'm facing right now will soon be over, and that I will be able to be myself again,but until then all I need is to be alone.

Memories lies well ....

PS: I sit here alone, typing this ...

Love make me really sad, when I think about it .....

2011-02-08T10:04:00.000-08:00

Having countless of thoughts in mind...
Does 'LIVE LOVE LAUGH' describe about life?
or the meanings behind this simple words?

Are humans greedy by nature? or the environment affects the human?

I alway believe that LOVE & FAMILY is the 1st important ones in life. So we should treasure our love ones truefully and not taking them for granted or to betray each other when it comes to love. Appreciative is more than enough. But in love when theres alway argument or unhappiness, well... this love will never last. As long as one day someone started to betray , that will spells 'the end' for this 'love or for this family'.

Afterall, Happy is the most important thing in life.
Everyone is unique.
We think differently.
But we all desire to be Happy.
Even though i may not understand why there are always so many argument in love & family , perhaps that is call life?
Oh well... follow the light towards happiness (:

2011-02-08T09:19:00.000-08:00

Unhappiness is growing in me this past few days
Having countless of thoughts in mind...
wondering why would things happened the way it shouldn't be happening!!!!
there's too many complicating things that couldnt be solve in my family
I have got no idea what to do.
my family are drifting apart
too many arguments , too many unhappiness

sometimes seeing happy family together , it makes me jealous
i also wonder why couldnt my family be just like them

A mistake can distroy a family
A mistake can take away trust
A mistake can take away EVERYTHING!!!

I miss a happy family I used to have with smile and laughter.
And a place that I can feel home
I dont know if my family could still be the same.

seeing my parents argue
because of something that couldnt be solve
really makes me upset!
but what is done , it couldnt be undone.
we cant turn back the clock
and erase the mistake that have been done
we got to face the fact that has already happened.
we just got to accept it or NOT to accept it!!!
its between both my parents , its their choice

when will things go back to the way it should be?
I'm always asking myself this question , when will I have a happy family again?!

many people are asking if I love my mom more or my dad more?
To me , my mom and dad stands the same level of love I have for them.
both of them are the same , they are my parents
I love them equally the same
both of them are important to me

Im feeling tired to always pretending to put a smile on my face when im feeling unhappy.
when can i put a real smile on my face to show everyone that im really happy!

I ENVY HAPPY FAMILY

2011-02-05T11:10:00.000-08:00

back to SINGAPORE!
surprisingly, this Chinese New Year wasn't as boring as I thought! But I wouldn't say it was perfectly fun.. If only argument wasn't in this pictures. it would be much better! will blog about my Chinese New Year soon..

and many pictures will be up soon too!

2010-12-12T08:58:00.000-08:00

Just got home from Casandra's house.
we had family gathering again as usual.
And my cousin got a good news too , he pass his driving test
and he can DRIVE NOW!
you see im such a loser , i'm the elderest in the family and
im suppose to be driving first.
But in the end i didn't , i failed twice and i totally gave up!!
what a great job i have done, but FYI i did try but i failed.

anw i got lots of pictures to upload , all this pictures were

taken before i moved out of Geraldine's house!
It's just a memories to be kept(:

I wrote this for Geraldine and she tear in school

I wrote this to him and this is his reply(:

2010-12-12T02:13:00.000-08:00

Here i am blogging again , i felt that i have totally neglected my blog for such a long months.
So i have decided to start blogging again but ONLY on my free time!
many things have been happening lately , im no longer staying at Geraldine's house ,
i have already moved into my new home sweet home but everything seems different when i moved out from Geraldine's house. I feel happier there and my parents issnt that moody there, i guess because theres more happy people there to make them happy.

I have been really unhappy lately because my mom issnt talking to me and im always getting scolding from her for not helping her with the house chores. I know im lazy and not hardworking enough but sometimes my mom's words really hurt me alot. I totally dislike her to always compare me with my cousins or even comparing me with my siblings.
I may not be as good or as perfect as them but im trying to work my ass out of it! But i just hate doing house chores! And i hate to hear my mom always saying '"Look at ur cousins , they know how to help their mummy to do house work but can't you? You and one of the usless person are the same. Both of you can just stay togehter."
Seriosuly Who don’t wish to be a perfect person with a perfect life? Everyone wished to! But reality tells us that no one can be perfect. If I happen to be a Happy go lucky person in the past, please don’t assume that a happy go lucky person won’t change to a sad and unlucky person. I may not be good in this things but i may be good in another things. People are too used to my ‘A’, and couldn’t see that there’s a ‘B’ too. Everyone including myself dislikes ‘A’ but do you know what is the best thing about it?
It tells me that I am still not dead. I am still living like a human with feelings and emotions.
But of course, I sincerely apologise for letting my ‘A’ out on me and letting it to offend/hurt any of you.
Even though I am good in keeping things to myself, but after all, I am human! I do have emotions too! Nonstop of unluckiness, nonstop of nonsense plus the pressure at work and stuffs that I already had are making me nuts! I can’t help but to release out my emotion. You may think it’s such a small issue. But every small issue with some bigger issues will create out an enormous bomb.
So Please let me pass all the given challenges ASAP.
I miss my happiness a lot!
Life is simple, but it’s just not easy.
In life, everyone makes mistakes, everyone falls, but no matter how hard life goes, I just have to hang on to it, and try to get up from the fall.

I often think why all this shits happens on me? Why can’t it be others?
But no matter how much I think, it’s pointless. The one and only answer is ‘this is life, and life is always unfair’.

And finally theres something i can be happy about , i found a new job. And new job means what?? STRESS again , because when i step into a new company i have to
start to learn everything from the start again and start making new friends again.
Everything is again and again and again but i hope this will be my last job that im gonna change
and the last place i will be in. Theres really 'alot' of things happening in this new job , its totally different from the other job i have been working for the past few years. I can say this job is really a HAPPENING job! Although its stress me but i am really happy working there and especially people are nice and helpful there.
And yes i havent mention i have join club21 company and i'm working in Emporio Armani now.
I have been working there for 13days and even though I may not work hard like how the ‘nerds’ do, but somehow, work is giving me pressure. Seeing that most people around me knows and understand what’s going on, yet I'm standing down there, catching no balls from it. Sometimes I wanted to ask for friends help, but sometimes it’s better for oneself to figure it out than bothering others.
So now i got to seriously push myself to learn more things so i wouldnt be so lost during work , i wanna be a part of them who knows everything!

2010-06-04T12:41:00.000-07:00

5 July 2010 , Saturday

Here i am blogging again ,
it's been months i didnt blog.
I was very lazy to blog and I always felt very tired after work.
But sometimes is not i dont wish to blog , is because I got nothing to blog about!
Nothing really special is happening in my life for all this months ,
all I did was work , go home and sleep!!!
And for all my offdays all i did was to stay at home and sleep.
I always have Insomnia every night and I just cant get to bed early.
And although nothing really special is happening in my life but all this while it was a peace
month until this month!!

It wasnt very good this month.
Many unhappy things happened to me!
Always getting scolding from my parents ,
being hate from my second sister and
being betrayed from my friend!!!
Why is all this things happening to me?!
Why cant everything be just peace and happy?

Maybe I was in the wrong and maybe i wasnt changing
but all of you dont know how hard did
I try to change every single things that all of you dislike about me!!!!
I know I cant blame any of you for not noticing that I did tried to change
because you people see no changes in me yet.
Thats why i understand and im not blaming anyone for that.

Recently , I just found out that i got friend that betrayed
and always complaining about me.
Seriously what have i done wrong?
Why am i always having those "XIAO REN" beside me?
I know not all friends are good but im trying to find good friends
that i can talk too , someone that I can trust.
I seriously hate two headed snake friends!!!
Infront always treating you like an angle but at the back they are talking shit about you.
Thats what I hate most
and of cos im not doing this kind of bitchy & sluty things behind my friends back.
Anw I will be quiting POA end of this month ,
I dont wish to work in this kind of low pay and CMI Company!!!
But in another point , I dislike changing job too.
Its not that easy to find a good pay and a good job at the same time.
Oh but ...........
Im lucky enough to have a chance to interview in Prada.
I will be having interview on the next coming friday ,
im excited but at the same time im scared.

Three days back , I just got a very serious scolding from my mom.
I dont know what she wanted but she all of the sudden went into my room to checked.
I know my room was in a very serious mess and my things were every where ,
my cupbored were filled with clothes and it was totally in a mess too.
Thats why my mom called me up and started screaming at me.
she was screaming soooooo loudly that i thought she's gonna lose her voice
or she wanted to kill me!
And that day my mood was totally spoiled!
I didnt had the mood to do anything , not even had to mood to work.
My face was really shit and black that day but i know i was in the wrong.
I'm not mad at her but just felt moody , actually thats very normal for people to felt moody after some scolding.
And at that time i seriously felt like moving out to stay all by myself!
Because i thought it would be better for me and my family
& the house wouldnt be so messy.
I know it isnt easy staying alone outside but maybe it will make me
more independent and maybe I willl start saving money.
I know I have been spending alot but this is not what I wish to do too.
I'm trying to save some money but I just cant!!
I always felt like shopping after I got my pay.
Seriously why do I have this bad habit?!
I know I got to change(:

Ywannn ,
I'm damn tired but just cant get to bed!
Something just hurt my feeling really badly that i cant go to sleep.
I didnt know my sister hate me alot.
I know i'm always disturbing her , scolding her and always treating her bad!
But she's always not saying anything.
And today I just relised although she's always not saying anything
but in her heart she hate me like FUCK!
I know I was in the wrong to alway shout & scold her
but I just couldnt control my temper.
And sometimes you wouldnt know how annoying she is , sometimes i couldnt stand her!
She even spreed around telling all her friends how bad I am and I'm always scolding her.
Is like must she tell all her friends?
There's nothing got to do with her friends.

Okay I just did something really wrong ,
I was doing my nails two nights ago and I used glue to paste my fake nails onto my real nails
to make it look more longer and at the same time
I was viewing a video on how to do the nails.
I didnt know the glue wasnt dye yet and I went to touched my sister laptop mouse
and this is how the glue went onto it , I try using water to clean it off but it couldnt work!
I didnt know what to do so I just leave it there,
And today morning my sister woke me up and asked me what have I done to her mouse?!
Yes , I did told a lie by saying I didnt know what had happened
& it was already there when I use it.
Okay that was all a lie , I didnt want my mom to scold me again thats why I told a lie!
But in the end they know im the one who did it
& my sister started saying hurting things behind my back.
She's asking my mom to scold me again.
Actually I didnt know about it till i read her text msg to my mom!
I know it was wrong to do it but I just got this feeling that I got to read it.
So I went to take her phone and read her text ,
and this is what she wrote to my mom.

SISTER: Mummy! Yesterday she use my laptop until my mouse there got super glue!!!! Argh DAMN her!

Mummy: (I dont know what she replied because the text was deleted)
and the next day morning my sister asked me what had happened to her mouse ,
I know I told a lie but look what she told my mom,

SISTER: Mummy you know what she tell me? She say she dont know what is that when she use already like that! Like pls lah! I use laptop my hand got glue meh? And even if I eat and use it
will be sticky but can clean OFF! DAMN her! She thought I blind cant see what she doing yesterday arh?! Anw then like that how to make a lie to scold her?

Mummy: (Dont know what she said)

SISTER: HAIZ YOU TOT I DONT WANT?! I REALLY WANT TO WAKE HER UP NOW AND FUCK HER BUT I CANT DO IT COS NO MATTER WHAT SHE IS OLDER THAN ME....

Mummy: (Not sure what my mom told her to do)
but this is what she said ,

SISTER: OK! Even if I off and keep she still will take! So its no diff! I keep then dont tell her where she will angry and whole day black face I dont want like that then I so hard to face her everday.... And its like I cant stand later she give black face then if I want to ask her or borrow smth she would just ask me shut up , our relationship already so bad dont want to make it worse.

Mummy: (Dont know what she replied)
but this is what my sister replied,

SISTER: Ok! Thx ya thats why I want to faster move house! I cant stand with her! Feel like screaming at her but i cant ......

HAIZ!! YES , maybe i was in the wrong but must she say me till like this?
this text msg really hurt me like fuck......
But what to do? This is what I always do to her and now this is how she
treat me in return. I got nothing to say
All I can say is I already trying to change , trying not to always scold her!
And when she need some help , I will try to help her.
Like her drawing , I put in so much effect to draw but in the end this is what she said about me.

Thats why Im trying to saving money to move out!!
This is one of the reason why I wanna move out.
I dont want my own Sister to dislike me, because I know no matter how irratating she is
or how hard I scolded her , I will never dislike her because she's my own sister.
But didnt expected she hated me like fuck and shes always putting on a mask!
I rather she tell me stright to my face that she hated me den to talk behind my back.
Every msg that she send to my mom really hurt me alot , I dont know why.
It makes me cant sleep !!

I always thought without my friends or bf to love me , I still got my family to love me!
but in the end I just relised everyone hated me):
They are all just putting a mask on , they are just forcing themself to love and care about me.
I know im always taking too much of my parents things .... like money , love, care , ect...
And I know im taking things for granted!!!
But I never know sometimes they dislike me too , they even hate me!
HAIZ maybe they even regretted giving birth to such a useless and stupid daughter that
cant even study or earn her own money!
Im not sure if they think that way but I felt useless myself too .......
sometimes I always asked myself , why am I still living in this world?
why is god always taking all the clever and good people away?
why cant god just take me aways? the useless , stupid and weak gal!
Please god , just take me aways!
I dont want my family to feel sad and regret that they got me around ....
I dont want them to always stress over me!!!
So Please just take me aways and everyone would be happy , maybe I would be happy too:)

with Love ,
DavinaKoh

2009-07-19T10:33:00.000-07:00

Just bathed finish(=
now here i am blogging about yesterday's party !

Yesterday was Georgina's Birthday
she had a small party held at her house.
so after work met Claudia and Casandra at yck , we took bus together there .
3 of us were the first to reached her house , all her friends were not there yet .

Many of her friends came and Georgina was really happy (=
im so glad see that .
her friends were enjoying too .
hahaha
i will be uploading some pictures about yesterday's party .

OUR BIRTHDAY GAL(=

Birthday gal and friends

Her Friends !

Her Family(=
Georgina and Geraldine

Raymond and birthday galSmile(=

Making her wish !

Her face get cut off on her birthday )=
WORST ! they torture her face

and start eating her face !and this is wad Raymond say , he said tasted good(=

Raymond Chong (act cute face)

Kirk Kik

Before they say good bye

The last group photo they took

anw ,
today is Sunday and its family day again .
woke up at about 1.30pm and we went to Orchard .
my mom bought dresses for Claudia because Xiao Wei's wedding is coming soon .
Its on August 16 !
LOLs
that was her first time wearing dress but she look good in it (=

after that went back home to pick our maid
and headed down to Casandra's house
her house was having Durain Party ..
hahahaha
her mom bought 15 boxes of Durain .
wow !

Davina end here -

2009-07-14T10:35:00.000-07:00

Just reach home(=
it was mama's birthday today
and we went for a wonderful dinner near seng kang.
dont really know where's the place and whats the place name
because that was my first time there !
the food wasnt that nice but the place was nice and relaxing ^^

after eating my parents got to go to their shops to take a look .
and after that my parents send my younger sister and brother home
because they got to wake up early tomorrow for school .

so we decided to go drive around since its still early
and also decided to go Changi Village to eat crab(;
Pepper Crab and Chilli Crab !!
wooohoo
yummy yummy ~
hahahas

after eating my mom send my grandma home
and we went home too
our home sweet home (=

anw i want to wish my grandma a big HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!!
I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER
NOW UNTIL THE END ^^
YOU ARE THE BEST , ALTHOUGH YOU ALWAYS
nag and nag and nag and nag BUT YOU ARE STILL THE BEST

Davina end here -

2009-07-12T11:38:00.000-07:00

Home Sweet Home(=
just came back from Casandra's house.

now going to watch a hong kong drama
but waiting for it to download finish .
so decided to blog first !

anws ,
went to bishan J8 with Georgina today
went there to take my contact lens and had lunch with her .
we ate pastemania , thats the food that i have wanting to eat !
I Love Pastamania (:
after eating , we went to walk around and went home to take my laptop
after that headed down to Casandra's house .

today is family day thats why we went to Casandra's house for family gathing .
all our family came , even Raymond and his friend were there too .
Raymond is a part of our family too because its Casandra's bf ^^
shocking rite?? he become my cousin-in law -_-
but its nice having him as a part of my family .
And to us its not someone new , he's someone that we knew very long ago
and he's not a stranger to us(=

okey im going to watch my movie now .
will update again soon
stay tune

Davina end here -

2009-07-03T07:55:00.000-07:00

Just came back home from work .
feeling really tired
I need more sleep !!

anws ,
Yesterday was Ann birthday 020709 (Thursday)(=
went to celebrate Ann and Marcus's birthday
on Wednesday nite after work.
we went to Clarke quay Lunar.
they had life band there but they sang Chinese and English songs
Mostly are Chinese -_-
Its not a very nice place to go , i rather go fashion bar.
Fashion Bar songs are nicer and its more relaxing !
hahaha , i didnt get drank that night(=
and guess what , i saw Xiao Yuan .
LOLs Singapore is really small

so after Clarke Quay , we dont feel tired yet .
so decided to go another place
and we went to Boat Quay !
we went to honey pub ..
another sucky place , Chinese song again
and the people there , all cannot make it !!
all the bengs and lians were all there
regreted going to that place .

LOLs after boat quey , we decided not to g home
and we booked a hotel at Chinatown
we stayed in Hotel 81
its not a very nice hotel and its fucing EXPENSIVE !!
its just 1 nite and 3 person can be in that room only
and it cost $199 -_-
i rather stay in a better hotel
poor Ann , she paid for everything ..
the entry free , the drinks for the guys (its ladies nite) , cab and the hotel
its her birthday and shes paying everything )=
thanks babe !!!

anw , before i end this
i want to wish ANN ANG AND MARCUS KOH
A VERY BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY (=
iLovethem Lots !!!
and imissthem too ..

Davina end here -

2009-06-25T21:45:00.000-07:00

Just woke up from my beauty sleep(=
today is my offday and i got no where to go
Singapore ish really a boring place
but no choice its a safe place to live in ..

anws ,
its been a long time i didnt blog already
everytime when the moment i on my computer ,
i didnt want to blog but always wanting to finish
watching my hong kong drama
im glued to the movie !!
hahaha

ohh Casandra just came back from Malaysia afew days back already ..
i think she did enjoy herself there
theres food , Kbox and shopping for her
so enjoying rite??
how i wish i could go for a long holiday with my family too
its been a long time my family and I went for a holiday already
at first we planned to go to Japan next year on Chinese New Year !
but my parents changed their mind and decided
to celebrate Chinese New Year in our New house ..
Im moving into my new house before Xmas (=
Cant wait to move in and have my own room !!
LOLs

anw , i will be blogging about saturday ..
Casandra called me about 5am and told me she couldnt sleep
so we chatted on the phone till 7am .
Casandra decided not to sleep already ,
she told me she was afraid she couldnt wake up to bring Samuel to the doctor .
Samuel was having a very bad red eye
because he entered the water with his contact lens -_-
so i decided not to sleep to and join them to the doctor
i changed and cabbed to Casandra's house .

at about 10am we woke Samuel up and waited for him to changed .
headed down to amk , nothing serious about his eyes
so cabbed back to Casandra's house .
waited for Casandra to changed and make up
and i was her hairstylist for that day and i even got to dress her up -_-
i helped her choose clothes and helped her curl her hair ..
and luckily she loved her hair
i thought she wouldnt like it ..
hahahaha

so headed down to cineleisure with casandra and samuel ..
waited for Georgina and Claudia as they attened Elson's event
we was invited too , but we got something on so couldnt make it
but its a waste that i couldnt make it there , if not i could hear
someone confessed his feeling to Georgina and
sang her a song that he wrote on his own
so sweet rite??
but dont know what's on her mind not to accepted him
such a sweet and nice guy waiting for her ,
but she seems not to care about anything
LOLs

watched GHOST OF GIRLFRIEND PAST ,
its nice and funny
but i only watched half of the show
i was too tired on that day , so fall asleep in the cinema
hahaha

after that reached home and fall asleep
was super tired !

anw had work yesterday , worked from 10am too 2pm
after that headed down to Marina Square to look for my friends
had lunch with them and headed home
was tired , so slept the whole day
although working time is short
but working there really make me mad
this was not the kind of job that i like and wanted to work in
but i got no choice
its a job that i cant choose
its a job that my dad wants me to work in !
haiss sian

will upload photos soon
so stay tune ^^

Davina end here -

2009-06-17T09:39:00.000-07:00

DO I LOOK LIKE A GHOST?? I MADE THIS MySELF^^

Hi im back again[:
just woke up not long
damn tired and abit not feeling well
had a really bad flu !

today woke up at about 8.30am and get prepared for work
start work at about 10am and end at 2pm
today working time was short (:
after work went home ,
watched some shows and fall asleep ..

anw its Kaming and Kawi's birthday today !!
dont know if they did enjoy themself on their birthday
I hope they did [:
whenever its their birthday , it makes me remember of the past
3 years back ....
the first time we met them were their birthday too ,
haiss time past really fast and its already 2009
i really miss all those happy memories with them !!!
in all the secondary school days , the kiddo days [:
but many things had happened and we were no longer close anymore
and from that day onward , my life became very lonely and quite ,
no matter how many ex bf i got and no matter how many new friends i made
my life still felt very quite and lonely ..
no more life like the past ..
although its a really childish and kiddo past but its a really happy memories
hahahaha
okey once again ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAWI AND KAMING [:

SATURDAY

LOLs oh yea i had some outing with my secondary ex classmates on saturday
and it was fun meeting all my dearest friends again
although its abit boring because we didnt had places to go in the nite
but at least we could meet each other again !
i really miss school days too
i miss all my friends and teachers
how i wish time could turn back to our secondary school days
and just let me refresh back the memories(:

SUNDAY

okey went to celebrate father's day last sunday in advance
actually i thought father's day was last sunday but infact its the follow sunday -_-
hahaha
but nvm , we celebrated early !
my daddy reserved 3 tables at his new coffee shop
and we had dinner there
the food were all very nice and its nicer den the food we ate on mother's day
LOLs
but we dont have any program for father's day on the coming sunay
its not like mother's day , we made card and video for all our mummys !
actually its okey for not making anything on father's day
because i know even if we got nothing for them ,
our daddys will know we still Love them too rite??

MONDAY

anw , went to RP on monday
went there to find Georgina and eat ban mian ..
their ban mian is nice and cheap
hahaha
after eating we went to play pool at amk
i wasnt that into pool but after playing longer its fun !!
but i really bad at playing pool

okey maybe going out tomorrow but dont know where to go leh
singapore so small , go here go there is always the same place
no more nice places to go le
anw there's still many pictures i havent upload yet
lazy sia !!
hahahahha but will upload it soon okeyy??
so stay tune ^^

Davina end here -

2009-06-09T11:11:00.000-07:00

hello people [:
back here to blog again
its a tiring day today !
just came back home from marina square ,
went Hong Kong Cafe with friends .

Finish work at abou 6.30pm today
and went stright down to marina since i got no where to go .
hahahaha
waited for them to finish work and thats about 9.30pm
and went for dinner together .
and here i am HOME SWEET HOME [:

anw Georgina is back from Thailand already !!
she bought presents for us ..
wooohooo ~~
hahahaha
miss her lots !!

okey i got to go to bed now
working at 10am tomorrow
tired , tired , tired ....
but no choice got to work hard -_-
so u guys work hard with me too
must Jiayou
hahahaha
stay tune

Davina end here -

2009-06-06T02:48:00.000-07:00

hello people [:
its been like weeks i didnt blog already
due to busy with work ,
sleeping at home when im off
and im kind of lazy to blog too ..
hahaha
okey i got many things to post but i cant remember all

anw last week friday we went to fashion bar again
and it wasnt as high as the first time we went
becuase all of us was like super tired
LOLs
but i got plenty of pictures to upload
i will upload it once i got all the pictures .
Georgina only send it to casandra -__-
so i got to ask from her again
hahahaha

On that day Casandra always wanted to go zirca
but too bad , we were too tired to go
and fashion bar manager cant bring us go
because his big boss was over there on that day.
everyone seems to be so tired on that day except Casandra
and georgina vomited ice cream out ..
hahahaha
was you drunk or was u just full ?? -_-
nobody knows , u know it urself (:

Thursday

i went to work from 10am-6pm
and i didnt know where to go after work
i didnt want to go hom so early
so i decided to ask casandra out after work
we went to her mummy shop to eat
and since friday im off , so decided to stay over at her house
need to follow her all the way to chinatown for fitting.
and sunday will be her shooting [:

Friday

in the end i didnt followed Casandra for her fitting .
I couldnt get up , we slept at 4am and need to get up at 6am the next morning
im like too tired , cant wake up (:
so after fitting , Casandra rushed from chinatown to school for some classes .
after school Casandra went home and im still sleeping
was suppose to go out with Casandra after she come home from school .
but she was so tired until she fall asleep -_-
and in the end i got to go home ):
didnt want to go home so early ,
so decided to meet Natasha at serangoon Garden to have our dinner
we ate Macdonald together and natasha bought food for her bf and his friends ,
she followed me home to changed
after that we headed down to her bf house to pass them food
(his house was very near serangoon garden) and in the end
we headed back to Serangoon Garden again to slack
and home sweet home [:

anw , Elson Soh was the winner for Clinique Most Kissable Guy 2009 !
okey i know its abit too late to post on my blog ,
this thing was like afew days or afew weeks back
but i havent got the time to post , so i only got the chance to post it today ,=..
hahaha
okey im going to bed now
tired sia !
anw im sorry to all my friends that i didnt have much time for u guys ..
because its like i off and u guys are working
and when im working , u guys off -_-
LOLs werid rite??
but no worries i will try to find time to go out with you people okey?
i promise (:
okey going to bed now
nite and stay tune

Davina end here -

2009-05-28T07:11:00.000-07:00

Home sweet home [:
Just came back from shopping with my mom and sis
my sis needs to buy things for her camp !
she's so excited to go camping -_-
I hate camping , I hate to be under the hot sun
and I hate to sleep on the dirty black ground .

anws
im starting work next month
so i will be very busy , i will not be as free like now .
but no worries my dear friends , i will still find time to go out with you guys .
and Elson , i will try to attend all ur outings , i will try to make myself free(:
ohh btw im working at vivo in a dental clinic .
Im working full time , so i will be doing almost everything .
Like receptionist and dentist assistant !
I got to learn alot of things ..
omfg im fainting soon @_@
hahahaha

ohh and we are going fashon bar tomorrow
weeeee ~
its the last outing for me to relax and enjoy myself
tomorrow i got to have fun
if not i will not have time to have fun anymore
LOLs
tomorrow will be a crazy nite for us , so didnt plan to call too many people to go
didnt want my friends to see how crazy we are [:
hahahahas

and yes ! tomorrow is Jiajin's birthday.
babe , dont worry i didnt forget ur birthday
but im sorry i didnt get u any present
and didnt celebrate it with you .
Im so so sorry !
but no matter what , i still want to wish you a big happy birthday .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAJIN !!!!!
you will always be my dearest best friend .
i love you forever and ever !
although i always treat cindy better than i treat you
but u have never been forgotten , u are still in my mind .
all the best in everything that you do , i will always be there when you need me .
i will always stand by you and support you in whatever you do
and Thanks for treating me so good too
I know u have always been caring alot for me and treating me so well !
thats why , i will never forget you as my friend .
so please dont forget me as you friend too(:
I know you love me and you know i love you too rite??
hahaha 我爱你ohh ~

and btw did i mention that i went RP to eat on tuesday
RP is where georgina studying in .
that school is really big and everywhere there's air-con
their air-con were all like F.O.C ??
they on the whole day like dont need to pay bill .
hahahahaha
the ban mian there were very nice (:
we went there just to try the ban mian .
LOLs
anyway i meet yi xin there as well , shes studying there too .
and i heard that she had a guy friend that really look like Edison chen [:
wow , cant wait to see him ..
i really want to see him sia !
omg im so in love with Edison Chen , better dont take him away from me .
hahahahaha joking luh .

okey i think im going to rest now ,
need to get up very early toomorrow to go training -_-
stay tune

Davina end here -

2009-05-28T03:31:00.000-07:00

2009-05-23T06:06:00.000-07:00

Okey , yesterday night I reached home at about 5am
went home to bathed and played computer .
after that at 8am , i followed my mom to bring my brother for his tuition .
reached home at about 11am and went to bed [:

Yesterday night my mom had decided to go for a drink ,
so i called Casandra and Georgina along .
More people , more fun .
we decided to go Clarke Quay and we headed down to Fashion Bar , its fun !
nice place to drink , relax and have fun .
hahahas
The bartender there were all very friendly too .
we ordered some food , a bottle of champagne and vodka.
after eating and drinking , everyone gets more High -_-
they started singing so loudly and dancing .
we took lots of crazy and funny pictures , we even took with the bartender .
stayed there till around 1am ,
the bartender came to us
and told us that his manager would bring
us down to Rebel so that we could dance .
hahahaha

so , we headed down to rebel .
didn't checked IC and we didnt need to pay for the entry free .
thats so nice rite !! [:
But that place was not my kind .
everything wasnt good there ,
the music was bad , the guys wasnt that handsome too .

And went the moment Georgina went in there , she stared to vomit .
after awhile later Casandra started vomiting too -_-
they make me wanna vomit too .
hahahahas
But the most shocking this was , at first Casandra was fine
but out of the sudden her head starts to spin and starts to drunk .
thats so weird !
she started vomiting and vomiting ...
and she kept calling Kaming's name -_-
so we decided to leave that place ,
the security was nice enough to help lead us out of rebel .

and after that we decided to eat tom yam steamboat .
after eating , my mom send all of them back to their home sweet home [:

awns, we still have vodka left ,
and we will be going down again on the next Friday .
they will help us reserve a table , so who wanna go Fashion Bar with us??
hahahahas
oh and we still got lots of pictures to upload ,
got to wait till Georgina upload it for us (:
so stay tune

Davina end here -

2009-05-21T17:45:00.000-07:00

Msg-ing Casandra now ,
asking her if she wants to come out with me after school
I need to buy birthday prenent for my friend .
But she said she's not planning to go out this week
because she need she study for her coming O lvl .
haiss thats kind of sad luh ):
but dont worry , i understand .

my cousins and friends were all so busy ,
some of them are schooling and some are working .
they got no time for me , I feel so lonely now
I feel so lonely without everyone by myself
But I feel more lonely without Baby (Eugene) by myside.

when i was with him , he will always be there for me
although he always bomb me by not turning up for our dates
but when i needed him most , he will always be there .
the only way i could find him is to go all the way to Bukit Panjang ,
stand infront of his house gate and he would be there [:
Thats wad i love most about him . ♥ ♥
But now he's no longer there for me , he will never be by myside anymore !
he had been missing for afew days and he didnt contact me too
i dont know where he had gone too , maybe he's with pam?? (i dont know)
but maybe after afew more days when he come home ,
he will start to think about me again
this is when he will start remembering me again
and come back to myside again rite??
this is what he had done always ! Im like use to it already ..

haiss hes always being very unfair to me .
now u guys should know Eugene and me were no longer together rite??
but no matter what i will still be there for him,
when hes sick i got to go all the way from Serangoon too
Bukit Panjang just to look after him .
I even cooked porridge for him to eat ,
i know its abit tasteless but its from my heart ):
and i even bring him to the doctor ,
after that got to bring him home wait for him to sleep
den i could leave .. But he feels nothing , he dont feel touched or anything
haiss nvm i will never do all this thing for him again ..
I have regreted doing so much things for him when he dont even give a damn to it !

The days when i use to webcam with him

♥ EUGENE TZH♥

He's the Baby Boy i once love ♥ ♥

The days when im out with him [:

he doesnt want to take pictures

so just took his side view , he's shy -_-

please dont make me regret loving u
Davina end here -

2009-05-20T07:40:00.000-07:00

Home sweet home [:
went for interview today at vivo city
after that headed to YCK to meet Casandra
to drink bubble tea and went to her house to slack for awhile.

Now talking to RAYMOND CHONG KOK WAI on msn
and he's angry with me ):
He angry because i ask him come
meet me and Casandra at bubble tea shop
but in the end we left .
He said he waited for 40mins -_-
Why didnt he call me??
im SORRY !!
haiss but he still wouldnt forgive me ):

anws , im going to bath now
i feel so dirty -_-
hahahahaha
stay tune

Davina end here -

2009-05-19T06:11:00.000-07:00

Im in at Geraldine's house now
came here to do something .
cant be said out , only geraldine know's it
hahahahaha
Had my dinner here and now decided to blog

anws, Elson upload all the pictures already
I will post it up after i blog finish ^^
but i look really ugly in it
so please bear with it [:
LOLs

Look at the bill !!

ELSON SOH [:

Nicholas brought everybody a bottle of drink

because he is LATE yesterday! Lol!

Elson And Me

Me and Mendy
Us - The 6 Girls (:
Do we look like a family?? [:

This is the last picture we took

before we say good bye !

Davina end here -

2009-05-18T11:45:00.000-07:00

Just finished bathing and im waiting for my hair
to dry now to get to bed to rest .

Anws , I had a great day today .
I left house at about 5pm and went to
woodland MRT station and waited for Georgina there.
After that headed down to CCK to meet Elson and some of his friends for dinner .
It was Elson's treat (I guess so) , it cost almost $200 !!
They ordered alot of food , but we cant finish it ..
hahahahaha

We had lots of fun eating together and playing games(:
Took lots of pictures and even videos .
Video about ourself , okey but i look really ugly in that video !!

I will be uploading some old pictures that i didnt upload
and im waiting for Elson to post all the pictures we took today .

Pictures i took on sunday

Derrick , me and adam

ADAM AND ME ^^

Today's newspaper , ELSON SOH & BRYAN TEOH !!

Elson soh - www.elsonsoh.blogspot.com

Bryan Teoh - www.bryanteoh.blogspot.com

Do support them (:

2009-05-12T13:35:00.000-07:00

Just chatted with Eugene on msn & he went offline already .
And now its already 5.45am -_-
i still cant get to sleep , i dont know why im not tired
LOls

anws , i woke up at about 3pm today ,
actually im meeting casandra outside her school at 3.30pm
but in the end i over slept and she asked me not to come already ,
because she wants to go home and sleep before her tution starts at 7.30pm !
hahahahas (:

so in the end i went down to marina square to
collected kuku Jeny's dress from Daniel Yam .
I stayed there till they finish work
and took the MRT home with them ,
its been a long time since i took mrt home with them .
I really miss those days working with them !
so after that home sweet home :]

i will be uploading some late pictures ,
some pictures that i took at sentosa last sunday ,
and some pictures i took at Daniel Yam .

anyway i will be changing 2 of my blog's background

Me and Eugene's blog and my own blog

I will also be changing me and Eugene's blog URL ,

will keep u guys update again .

so stay tune :]

When we were at sentosa !!

georgina and me :]

my mummy and me (:

Pictures when i am Daniel Yam !

Sm and Me ^^

Davine end here -

2009-05-11T14:18:00.000-07:00

Firsty , i want to wish all mummy's a HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY !!
this is a day for me to thanks my mom for everything
she have done for me ..

so , mummy(:
im really glad to have you as my mom ,
you are my one and only beautiful young mummy.
i have to thanks you for always being there for me,
always supporting me in wadever i do.
i know i have not been a very good daughter
and always making u worried for me:]
but u have always forgiven me
and always wanting me to lead the right path.
mummy , i know u love me ,
and you know i love you too rite??
one again , happy mother's day
I love you always and forever !

hahahas anws ,
went out with gerogina and casandra .
we went to town again , we even bought a sunglasses each(:
after town we decided to go bugis to takea look at the new shopping center ,
its nice and big but most of the shops were all not open yet !

after awhile later , kaming msg-ed casandra
asking if we wanted to catched a movie with he and his friends.
so we decided to head down to yishun ,
in the end his friends decided not to watch movie -_-
WTH wasted our time waiting for them to decide a movie .
they really spoiled our mood !
was really pissed off with kaming friends .
so we decided to asked them to acc us to eat
but they kept rushing us and giving us that kind of faces
is like they were not happy to eat with us ,
so i decided to asked kaming to leave first
since they were all unwilling to eat with us plus they wanted to go chamber to play lan -_-
i really HATE guys to always wanting to play lan ,
they treat lan as their first girlfriend is like without playing lan , they will die .

after that , georgina and I decided to stayed over at casandra's house
since its already very late and theres no last bus for us to go home.
we exchanged room with samuel because he's sleeping on a king size bed
and casandra is sleeping on a single size bed .
three of us cant sleep on a single bed together rite??
so no choice we got to exchanged room with samuel for a day^^
hahahas
casandra was super tired so she fall asleep first.
georgina sleep around 5am because i asked her to acc me for awhile ,
and i slept at 6 coming 7 .
cant sleep , dont know why
but we had a great night that day :]

And yesterday ,
my mom came to pick georgina and I from casandra's house.
we were heading to SENTOSA !
we have decided to go sentosa because
firstly its mother's day , secondly its family day .
>we had lots of fun there and we went to play LAUGE ,
if im not wrong , its spells like this .
hahahahaha
we went for 3 rounds , but it seems not enough for my brother and sisters !

so after sentosa ,
we headed back to georgina's house to celebrate mother's day together.
our mother's day plan was successful ,
our mother cried , they were all touched by what we have done for them :]
and they were very high that night .
its a waste that we didnt went for clubs !
hahahaha
we showed them some video , its a really very wonderful video.
that night ,
there's dance , confession and singing (:
we really did enjoyed ourself .

once again HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all beautiful mother's in the world
i hope all mother's had a great time with their family .
all your daughter's and sons will give all of u a big surpise
like what my cousins , sister/brother and I have done for all our dearest mummys !

so , i will be uploading pictures now
i have alot of mother's day pictures to upload
so please bear with it

Thanks :]

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2009-05-11T06:24:00.000-07:00

hello everyone
its been awhile i didnt blog
stayed at home the whole day today
lazy to go out
hahaha

oh well , aws
last wednesday we had a cousin gathering
all of us went to shop for mothers days gift
well , since we got no idea wad to give our mom
we have decided to make a big card for all mother's
met up at amk , went to print photos & went to popular to buy some stationery
& after that headed to cas's house

And on thursday ,
met cas after my driving lesson ..
received a msg from Elson saying that hes going for a audition
& he asked me if i could go mediacorp to support him??
so since georgina is going , i and cas have decided to go too ..
we askd sam to come along too since he was with us

after his audition ,
we went to toh payoh to eat ..
while we was eating georgina
kept asking Bryan to sing for us
he sings English song is really nice
& i really love his singing

Elson & bryan (both of their singing are nice)

must support them (:

Elson & Bryan singing together (i love this song)

oh & let me tell u something
we saw FANN WONG !!!
& something happended
super funny
but im sorry i cant say it out
if u all wanna know , please ask georgina
hahahahahaha

anws ,
theres alot of pictures to upload
so stay tune (:

taken on wednesday

taken on thursday

2009-05-03T09:51:00.000-07:00

I just reach home ,
now chatting with Eugene , Elson & Georgina on msn ..

LOLs anyway
yesterday i went out with casandra & georgina
i thought i wouldnt be going out with them
but last minute i changed my mind
so called cas at 8am ,
told her i changed my mind & decided to go out with her
im sorry to call u up so early ..
hahahaha

so told her to go amk at 2.30pm
and cas was LATE !!!
this was my first time not being late
& im really proud of it(:
hehehe

CASANDRA GAN ,
i have already accepted ur apology
& u are forgiven now !!
so dont be late next time
only i can be late
hahahaha
im just joking
i love u too babe^^

so walked around taka for awhile
& went to yoshinoya for lunch
while eating ,
we were oso waiting for georgina ..
she took so long to come
is like shes coming from changi -_-
but actually not ,
shes actually coming from THOMSOM !!
LOL

so around 8pm ,
we headed down to great world city to meet georgina's friends
they are all really funny people
& a really nice friends so mix with ..
this was the first time georgina got a group

of nice & friendly friends
hahahas

anws ,
they got free tickets to watch X-MEN ..
the movie was okey ,
its abit boring & stupid !
hahaha
i almost fall asleep

okey after movie ,
we cabbed back to our home sweet home(:
georgina's friend paid for the cab fare
so sweet of him ..

oh btw we had mother's day dinner today
its an advance mother's day dinner
i dont know why we had it so early
but no matter wad i did enjoy it !!
but one problem is ,
the cost of the food really SHOCK me !!
its $ 816 , so expensive luh
omfg
really shock me to death ..
plus their servies really bad
i rather go to a restaurant to eat
LOLs
anyway happy advance mother's day
to all mother's in the world(:
hope u will have a great time with ur family
like wad our family did ..
hahahahas

so here are some photos that we took yesterday
there are more photos to upload when i receive it from Elson
& there are some mother's day photos too ,
i will get it from geraldine soon ..

me & elson(:

must support him yea

he sings really well

Davina end here=

2009-04-26T14:56:00.000-07:00

its already 6am
& i have been waiting for
that someone for the whole fucking nite !
he said he wanna meet me & hes at Koven
so i told him call me after all his friends leave
so we could meet later
but guess wad??
after waiting for the whole fucking nite
he told me hes not meeting me already
WTF rite??
haiss nvm , i know im not as important to him
so i dont give a damn shit to it too , haiss just forget it !!
hes making me really pissed off now ..
haisss

okeyy ytd my mom rented a car for a day
& she drove us around Singapore
first we went to play kiddo golf (thats abit lame)
after playing we went to eat sushi tea
& after that we headed to Kbox
hahahahaha
but everyone seems so tired that all of them slept there -_-
hahahahaha & after kbox , they get high again ..

anyway georgina intro me a guy
& hes a singer
hahahahaha hes not bad looking & hes cute too(:
hes georgina's friend & i dont know how the hell
georgina know him
anyway i will not post too much about me & Eugene things here
i will be posting in another blog that belong to me & him
LOLs oh & if anyone wanna see how that cutie guy look like
go to this website & thats how he look like
& please give me some comments(:
thanks a millon
http://ugc.mediacorptv.sg/kissableguydetail.aspx?campaign=kissableguy&Item_
ID=UGC-6812&Album_ID=1297#biodata

Davina end here=

2009-04-19T11:32:00.000-07:00

its already 4am now

but i cant get to bed

haiss

i cant sleep

work was fine today

& i was really tired

almost fall asleep during work time

hahahaha

okey tuesday is my last day of work there

cos im working part time only

so sales ended & they found a new full time staff

so i got to wait till the next sales den can work again

haiss im going to be bored ):

anyway ..........

ytd went ah ma's house

to celebrate Uncle Simon's birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U

hahahaha

before cutting cake

we watched some movies

its about some serial killer

& that show makes me really wanna puke

its scary luh

LOLs

PICTURES OF MY UNCLE(:

DAVINA END HERE =

2009-04-14T09:11:00.000-07:00

DONE BY GEORGINA (:
LOVE HER

COUSINS FOR LIFE

2009-04-13T10:50:00.000-07:00

meet cas & geo at chinatown

followed cas to her casting

& shes really tall on that day ..

shes wearing such a high heels -_-

geo & i were like so short luh

hahahahahahaha

her casting was alrite

but she thinks she didnt do very well

LOLs

its okey luh cas , u still got many chance

okey??

btw after casting

we went to meet kaming at vivo city

we had out lunch there

& we headed to orchard

because kaming got to go back to yishun

he got to go back camp

hahahahahahahahaha

& kaming look very toot on that day

hahaha he wore spec

cos no choice hes going in camp , cant wear contact lens

LOLS WTH luh (:

okey here are some pics that we took

Davina end here =

2009-04-12T11:26:00.000-07:00

GEORGINA SHOW ME A

REALLY SCHOCKING THING TODAY !!!!

& THIS REALLY SHOCK ME OUT OF MY LIFE

SHE MAKE ME LAUGH UNTIL LIKE SHIT SIA

MAKE ME LAUGH TILL I CAN BREATHE !!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

OMFG LUH ....

WHICH IS NICER??

BEFORE OR AFTER??

COMMENTS PLEASE(:

hahahahaha

BUT NO MATTER WAD , I STILL LOVE HER !!

MY BEST & LOVELY COUSIN

U KNOW I LOVE U RITE??

HAHAHAHAHAHA

SORRY FOR LAUGHING

BUT IM SORRY I CANT STOP LAUGHING TOO^^

dAVINA END HERE=

2009-04-12T07:34:00.000-07:00

home sweet home(:

wanted to go georgina house today
but i was tired so decided to go home

LOLs

tomorrow got to wake up early to meet cas&geo

going to follow cas to casting

for her modeling at chinatown

hahahahahahahaha

okey work was fine today

was fun

hahaha & we decided to go club on wednesday

decided to go St. James

thinking to ask cas & geo but cas is having school the next day

got to ask her first

LOLs xiao yuan is going with us

i believe we are going to have a great time there rite??

hahahaha & we plan not to go home , we going to ton nite outside

sharing money to book hotel

LOLs

oh btw will upload some photos today

so will not be writing so much

hahahaha

stay tune

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2009-04-09T12:02:00.000-07:00

its already 3am
& im here to blog
went put with casandra & georgina today
stayed over at georgina's house ytd
at first i was at my friends birthday party
but in the end i felt bored so went to her house to entertain her
hahahahahahaha

so today we took a bus from georgina house & we take all the way to far east
we meet casandra there
after meeting her
we headed to Cine to buy movie ticket first
because we scared there will not be seats left
the movie we are watching today , is a movie that i cant wait to watch
im longing to watch that movie !!!
so went to buy the ticket first
LOLs

after buying ,
we headed to taka to have our lunch
because at the moment casandra was really hungry -_-
hahaha
after eating we went to change my mom's laptop bag
and headed back to Cine
because our movie is starting in afew mins time
while walking back , i really cant wait to watch luh
i really cant wait to see my HOT GUY(:
hahahahahahaha

we went to watch "SNIPER"
edison chen was the one who acts in this movie
& I Love Edison Chen like fark(:
so decided to go & support his movie
hes movie was farking nice
hes farking cool in that movie
i really cant get my eyes off him^^
hes so cute luh
& im so inlove with him
hahahahahahahaha
EDISON CHEN U ROCKS MY LIFE !!

anyway u guys can go watch that movie,
dont ask me if that movie was really nice
because no matter how many times u asked me , i will still say nice
even if the movie wasnt that nice , i will still be saying its nice
because edison chen was in that movie
LOLs
okey luh , no regret watching that movie ..

anyway after movie my mom called
she said she wanna meet us
so we decided to meet her for awhile
we shopped with her for like only 1hr or less den that !

at that moment , Eugene called me & asked me if im free
he doesnt want to stay at home , he wanna go out
LOLs
& just nice we r meeting Kaming at Yishun
so decided to meet Eugene too
so we could have dinner together

At that moment georgina was saying
wad if kawi come along too?
actually i dont really mind because after we broke up
its been a long time we didnt meet each other already
haiss but in the end he didnt came with kaming
LOLs
its okey luh , if maybe the next time im meet kaming again
im gonna ask him out too
i dont know if hes still mad at me , but i dont really give a damn shit !
im still gonna ask him out for just awhile ,
because no matter wad we still could be friends
hahahahaha
but after that incident i dont think he still treat me as his friend lor

so after meeting kaming , we decided to go mac to have our dinner
& while we were eating , we were waiting for Eugene too
but guess wad?
Eugene again PS me !!
fark rite?
this ish already the 2nd time ...
i was really pissed off at first
but now everything was okey
i actually know wad happened already
so i forgive & forget(:

hahahahahaha
okey its getting late already
& i got to go to bed now
& prepare for work tomorrow
nitenie
stay tune

Davina end here-

2009-04-07T09:50:00.000-07:00

I SWEAR TO GOD , Im GONNA FIND OUT WHO
THAT FARKING BITCH WHO SPAM MY
FARING BLOG !!!

IM NOT GOING TO LET THAT PERSON SPAM MY BLOG AGAIN

GET A LIFE MAN ..

such a childish person

just like a pri school kids who like to spam ppls blog

come on grow up luh

u no longer a small kids anymore

only small kids do that

if i know who that person is , i will never let them off

cos the way they spam my blog is too OVER already

some more call me chicken

fark i wonder who that farking duck ish !!

Davina end here -

2009-04-04T11:56:00.001-07:00

went home straight after work today
actually wanted to go out de
but in the end someone ps me ):
haiss nvm , cos i know hes mad at me

today at work , i was really sick
had flu & headache the whold day
didnt had the mood to work
but all i think was is how to celebrate his birthday
so decided to buy a cake first
but in the end he didnt turn up
so its okey , just forget it

i did msg him , but he didnt reply
i reminded him to come & meet me
but he didnt turn up
maybe he was really mad at me for contacting her
but wads wrong with contacting her?
shes the one who msg me first , so i replied her
haiss nvm , u just enjoy urself with ur friends ba
maybe u dont need me to celebrate it with you
maybe u dont even need me to be by urself
haiss its okey , i understand ):

okey so headed home after work ,
went home & had my dinner with my grandma
i was really bored at home
played com , watch tv , listen to music , chat with friends & waited for his msg
but he didnt even want to msg me or reply me
thats sad luh ):
haiss
& now i cant sleep without receiving his msg !!

Davina end here -

2009-04-03T11:12:00.000-07:00

its already 2am
& i need to sleep soon
but before sleeping
i feel like blogging first
hahahahaha

today im really very tired at work
feel like sleeping the whole day
packing stock really makes me wanna sleep
i hate packing stocks
i dont know why im starting to hate this job
maybe im not use to this job or the ppl in there
okey the ppl there are really nice but not all
i hate the manager the most !!
fark man
she just throw everything to me & ask me to do it all by myself
i hate that farking bitch ..
hahahahahaha

okeyy im really tired ,
its so sad that i dont have off day this week ):
i got to wait till next week thursday
that still a long way to go
working in this job , time past really very very slow
worst den working in daniel yam
working in that shoes shop , i dont know y im like so wanting to go home
is like i want the time to past faster & faster !!
im like forcing myself to come to work
haiss dont know why
nvm its just a job
no big deal
LOLs

okey i think i better get to bed now
if not i couldn't get up early again
hahahaha
good nite guys
will update again when im free
stay tune

Davina end here -

2009-04-02T09:39:00.000-07:00

home sweet home(:
just came home from work
im really tired
have been working alot this few days
no time for fwens & family
& no time to SLEEP ):
thats so sad luh
hahahahahaha

was a really busy day at work today
because today is the first day my shop is having sales
& theres alot of ppl
no time to rest & slack
no time to talk to friends & no time to sms
but today during work time , i felt really confuse
i dont know wad to do
confuse about many things
but i thought maybe i was thinking too much
but after reading someone's blog ,
i started to get confuse again (i don't know why)
haiss i dont know luh
im getting more & more confuse
sian lor

im tired already , i dont wish to think anymore
i dont wish to care too
wad is mine , will always be mine
if its not mine den it will never be mine
let fate decide & let he him decide ba
but i suddenly felt so scare ,
scared that history would repeat again
like repeat to 3 yrs back
when i & **** were together
haiss
i dont know wad to do
siannn ..

Davina end here -

2009-03-29T08:51:00.000-07:00

2009-03-29T06:32:00.000-07:00

now at geo house
just had my dinner
now listening to music(:

just now went bishan J8 wif cas & geo
cas needs to buy something so we went there
that place really make us flashed back old memories
Bishan J8 Mac is a place where we had memories together
& its already the past , it will never happen again

okey den reached geo house about 8 plus
had my dinner & here i am blogging
just chatted wif Melissa , i miss her so farking much
hahahahaha
Melissa wait till i earn lots of money le , i will fly over to AUS to find u
okey??
this i promise u(:
LOVELOVE always & forever

okey i will post again when im free
now gonna chat wif my fwens
byee
stay tune(:

Davina end here -

2009-03-26T21:04:00.000-07:00

Just work up
had a good sleep last nite
hahahahahahha

ytd went out with shannon
meet her at cine & we went to have lunch together
we had Japanese food
& after eating we went to watched movie
we watch THE CONFESSION OF THE SHOPAHOLIC !!
its a nice show , super funny
haha its worth to watch(:
so u guys better go watch it
no regrets
I love the movie , i bet u all will love it too
LOLs

after movie we headed to Changi airport
i went there to send Melissa off
she went to AUS to study for 4 yrs
haiss im so gonna miss her
bought many presents for her before she leave
hope she like it

hahaha okey luh
thats all for today
i will update again when im free
& there will be many pics to upload
but i cant find my cam cable
once i found it i will upload it
stay tune(:

Davina end here -

2009-03-22T10:49:00.001-07:00

2009-03-22T10:12:00.000-07:00

home sweet home(:
just reached home from Melissa's BBQ
went there with Yi Qi
was abit bored there cos we didnt know anyone there
& Melissa was too busy to entertain us
so we sat at one side & just talk among the both of us
hahahahahaha
abit emo rite??

left that place around 11plus
took Mrt all the way to City hall
den cab all the way home
cos theres no more last train
LOLs
its so farking far
hahaha

okeyy i finally found a job
but not going to start work so soon yet
hahahaha
im working part time first
& the pay not bad(:
LOLs
okeyy i will not write abit to many things already
i gonna upload pictures today
alot of pictures^^
stay tune

Davina-

2009-03-20T18:36:00.000-07:00

its already 9.36am
but i still cant get to sleep
i was busy watching Korean drama
& now i wanted to get to bed
but something makes me really very pissed off till i cant get to sleep !!

Fark man
i couldn't believe every nite I'm sleeping with a gal
that thinks someone is nicer den her sister & someone is pretty den her sister

okeyy i know i always lost my temper & started scolding her
but she have been with me for 12 too 13 over years
& she should know wad kind of person i am
i am someone that lost my temper very easily
so she should at least understand me abit

but guess wad??
she started telling one of her "PRETTY FRIEND"
that i keep scolding her & i took her farking laptop away from her
okeyy i wasn't meant to take her laptop away from her
but my parents was using the other laptop
so i just use her laptop for just awhile only
& when the moment she came back home
she started saying , heyy i want to use the laptop let me use first ..
heyy come on luh ,
I'm lyk using the laptop half way & she wants it back to use it first
if im not doing anything in the laptop , maybe i will let her use it first
but i was doing my things & don't tell me she wanted me to stop half way
at least let me use finish first den she take it back luh
IS NOT THAT I WOULDN'T RETURN IT BACK TO HER !!!!!

& guess wad her "pretty friend" told her to do??
her so call pretty friend asked her to SNATCH the laptop away from me
it's because the laptop belongs to her (my sis) ..
& this is how her pretty friend teach her how to make me angry !!
this is wad her pretty friend said ,
HAHA. GO PURPOSELY TELL HER UR MUM FINDS ME PRETTIER LAH.
MAKE HER ANGRY -_-
lols
lucky my sister is clever enough to say . don't want luh ..
& this is wad her pretty friend reply her ,
HAHA WHY??
SHOULD TELL HER THEN MAKE HER ANGRY.

hahahahahahaha
please don't make me laugh
& I'm sorry to tell u this
i will not get angry over this kind of small little things
because I know I'm not that pretty to say that I'm pretty
I don't want to be that thick skin to make a fool out of myself !
I don't want to say myself pretty because i know there will be more prettier gals out there
& i know i cant compare with them

heyy but just to tell that so call pretty gal !
i don't give a damn shit if my mom thinks u are prettier den me
i don't even give a shit if u are prettier den me
first of all DO I KNOW U??
i don't see a need to compare ME & U together rite??
because me is me & u is u
don't ever take me to compare with u

1st - I don't like to compare
(ugly means ugly , pretty means pretty , don't have to compare)

2nd - Do i know u?? (out of so many gals in this world , must u take ME to compare with U?)

3rd - My family business is none of ur business

4th - Don't have to teach my sister wad to do
(i know i always scold her , but she should understand wad kind of person i am
& im also trying to change to be a better sister.)

hahahaha omg !!
i cant believe im still not sleep
& im busy wasting my time writing about this "pretty gaL"
i dont even know wad the hell am i thinking
not sleeping but wasting my time on blogging about this gal
maybe i really dislike her ba (i dont know)
at first i dont wish to care about her
but shes just making me very very pissed off by teaching my sister
how to do all this kind of rubbish thing to make me angry
y cant she just teach my sister how to be good abit
like telling her , NVM JUST BORROW UR SISTER FOR AWHILE
MAYBE SHES DOING SOMETHING IMPORTANT/DOING HER THINGS
MAYBE ONCE SHE FINISH EVERYTHING SHE WILL JUST RETURN IT BACK TO U
LOLs

Y cant she just say that??
Maybe i will not so dislike her
waaahh & the most i cant stand about her is
firstly she was toking about laptop thing
den she can jump the topic to how to make me angry by telling me how pretty she is -_-
WTH too thick skin already ba
i never see suck a thick skin gal like her
i think i have seen like so much prettier gal den her luh
come on luh , this wouldn't make me angry
u think its so easy to make me angry by just telling me
that my mom thinks u are prettier den me??
tai xiao kan wo le ba
hahahahahahahaha
small gal jiu shi small gal
nvm i will just give in to u since u r younger den me
i woundn't waste my time on toking to small gal like u
its okey i understand , u got nothing better to do rite??
i know u will feel better toking about me ..
LOLs
no worries i do understand !!
but just to let u know i really dislike u
nvm if u dislike me too
but just dont let me see u
because i will never welcome u to my house
Oopps maybe this small little pretty gal wouldn't get wad i meant
i never say u cannot come to my house
because after all , u are still my sister's friend
i cant stop her from bring friends home
but just don't let me see u
u should know , my sister always tell u this
my face will always be black
so i believe u don't wish to see my black face rite??
hahahahahahaha

okey i think i better get to bed now
its already 10am
i think after blogging i can sleep in peace
oh btw i feel so sorry reading my sister msg
but i didn't meant to read her msg
it because her phone kept ringing
so i went to look at her hp
& i felt kind of bored
so went to explore her hp & i saw that pretty gal pictures
im not sure who she is so by knowing who she is , i went to read my sister msg
cos i believe that gal would thxs my sister for inviting her to our house
so yea , and i found out about this msg
so maybe god oso wanted me to read this msg ba
hahahahahahahaha

anyway to all my blog readers
after reading this post , please don't think i like those ah lian or something
because i'm not !!
i just felt pissed off , thats y im writing it here
if not i couldn't get to bed(:
so now i feel kind of relax already
thxs to this blog
hahahahaha
will update again when im free
& i will upload pictures very soon
stay tune
& god bless u(:

Davina end here-

2009-03-18T21:39:00.000-07:00

im now at cas house
im so bored
cas is sleeping lyk a dead pig now
so got no one to entertain me & tok to me ):
thats sad luh

okeyy , actually i dont really know y i came here
but i just cant sleep
i didnt sleep the whole farking nite -_-
hahahahahahaha

left house about 11.30am
went to 7eleven to buy a bottle of green tea & newspaper
still looking for job
this few day , didnt really try my best to look for a job cos im abit lazy ...
LOLs
lazy to look into the newspaper ,
lazy to go for an interview ,
lazy to get out of the house ,
lazy to wake up , ect ....
so can u see how lazy i am??
hahahahahahahahaha
im a lazy dumb dumb(:

ytd nite cas & geo went clubbing
they asked me to tag along with them
but in the end , i didn't !!
i felt kind of moody ytd
fail my BTT , but thats my first time taking it
so i will be taking another test
hope this time i could make it .
okeyy i know i didnt really study it
but i didnt mean not to study
is becasue i dont even know wad to study
& I HATE STUDYING
i tried studying but once i open my farking book ,
i dont feel lyk looking at it & i felt kind of sleepy
hahahahahahahahaha
so rubbish ritee?? ( I Know )
but cant help it , is not i dont want to study
IS I CANT !!! -_-
but this time , i got to really put effect in studying
cos i wanna best my driving test !!
I WANT TO PASSS , I WANT TO PASSS
I REALLY WANT TO PASS
i dont want to let my parents down
Raymond said i got to have confident in myself
so i think i should try to have confiden ...
cos all this time , i dont have any confident in myself
all i tell myself is , HAISS I KNOW I CANT DO IT !!
so now i got to tell myself I CAN DO IT , I CAN DO IT(:

& i got to find a job asap ,
if not my dad will be mad at me
he will start nagging & nagging again
how i wish im still working in Daniel Yam
haiss so i dont have to waste my time looking for a farking job
dont u know , without a job
my life became very boring
is lyk i got nothing to do , i got no future
haiss haiss haiss

i really miss the time when everyday there will be ppl toking to me ,
ppl joke with me & make me laugh ,
ppl calling me dumb dumb ,
ppl scolding me , ect ...
i really miss all this days
now i can really feel all of them are leaving very far away from me
no longer close to me !
everyone is lyk flowing away from my life
no more them in my life
they r now not there to cheer me up when im sad ,
they r now not there to tok to me when i need some help
they r now not there to help me when im in trouble
they r now not there to teach me when i cant solve any problem
they r now not there to make me smile & laugh to forget all my troubles
they r now not there to entertain me everyday lyk we use to do
u see they r no longer in my life anymore
they r all lyk my 2nd family
they mean alot to me too
but now there isnt any 2nd family already
now they have their own life & im having my own boring life
there isnt that much laugher in my life anymore
haiss haiss haiss
how i wish everything would me fine !!
& remain at the most happiess time ..

okeyy thats all for today
im hungry , eating noodle now
& cas is still sleeping lyk a dead pigg
waiting for her to be awake & tok to me
hahahahahahaha
i will post again when im free
stay tune(:

Davina end here -

2009-03-02T05:41:00.000-08:00

2009-03-02T05:35:00.000-08:00

I'M SUPER BORED NOW !!!
could someone entertain me??
today stayed at home the whole day
i was very tired so slept till 5pm
hahahahahaha
piggy rite?? (^(00)^)

okeyy i see newspaper today
& they dont really have much job
so didnt went for interview

tomorrow i will be going out
bringing shasha , melissa & ryan to eat my dads chicken rice(:
after eating maybe we r going to watch movie
& after watching movie we r going shisha
hahahahahah
long time never go le
LOLs

today didnt really do much things
so dont really know wad to blog about
will upload pictures later
stay tune^^

Davina end here-

2009-02-28T09:56:00.000-08:00

I love you more every day,
My name I long for you to say.
Do you know just how I feel?
Do you know this love is real?
Sometimes I wonder what you think.
When you hear my name, do your cheeks turn pink?
Do you dream about me every night?
Wish to hug me and hold me tight?
Do you think we're meant to be?
Together forever, you and me?
These are the questions that run through my mind,
Your way into my heart, you did find.
It drives me crazy as to what I should do,
Should I risk a friendship and confess to you?
Or should I keep my feelings inside,
Keep them locked up, let them hide?
I just don't know what to do anymore,
My heart it aches, my heart it's sore.
I love you more than you could know,
And I don't want to ever let you go.
So even if I'm just a friend,
I'll always love you until the end.

haiss
TODAY IS MY LAST DAY OF WORK ):
thats sad luh
now i got to find a new job & start a new life
i dont really like to stat a new life
because i dont want to start learning about new ppl again
i dont like to work in a new place
plus im super lazy to find a job NOW !
but i got no choice

okeyy today is also Melissa's last day
shes going oversea to study
wth luh
hot pants & ma _ _ _s will sure to be very angry
because she last min den tell them
haiss
its like such a waste luh , she can work but she choose to go & study
shes going there for 4 years
so Melissa do take care of urself yea
all the best in ur study

today after work
went to Holland V to eat
with Sm , Janet , Gloria & Auntie Bazly
Sm treated me eat because its my last day today
THANK U , SM LAO MA (:
U KNOW I LOVE U RITE?
I SO GONNA MISS U
U GOT TO MISS ME TO YEA
IM GONNA MISS WORKING IN ADVANCE too
& I GONNA MISS ADVANCE PPL
EVERN HOT PANTS(:
hahahahahaha

ok tomorrow is family day
got plans with my family tomorrow
so gonna sleep early today
nitenite to u guys
LOVELOVE(:
stay tube

Davina end here -

Why is it that the words i wanted to hear him say are the main reason why it hurts so much .

2009-02-22T12:08:00.000-08:00

What we thought was love and happiness?
Is now gone all that's left is to move on.
Say goodbye and walk away.
Take your wounded pride put it aside.
The game of love you have lost.
Your broken heart is the cost.
Count your blessings and pray.
maybe You will win at the game of love one day.
Just learn when to walk away.
Your strong enough to say good bye.
Don't hold back it's okay to cry
love hurts sometimes

its already 4am now
& i'm planning not to sleep today
cos i got to wake up at 6.30 to get prepare to go to school
hahahahahahahaha
i mean driving school
I'm learning driving now
& please pray hard for me that i will pass in 6 months , just 6 months !

okeyyy today sales wasn't good
all customers suxs today
try but didn't buy
fark rite?
but nvm this is not a problem
the problem now is i'm feeling really moody the whole farking day
someone just make me so farking pissed off
called me today just to ask me to delete a farking photo
that so farking lame luh
childish person always do childish things !
please luh who wanna keep that farking picture that only waste my farking profile space
& can u believe she said she wanna give me 1 month to delete that picture ,
hahahahahaha dont make me laugh lor
i NOW oso can delete give her see !!!
WTH luh -_-

haiss but maybe im abit too over, saying about **** ba
maybe his brother was rite ba after all hes my ex bf
i shouldn't have insulted him
i didn't really mean it but .........
im just so mad (i dont know y)
maybe im oso in the wrong
haisss
okeyyy just to let all of u know I HAVE DELETED THE PICTURE ALREADY
& I HAVE GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH **** ANYMORE !!!
SO WHOEVER HIS GF IS NOW , PLEASE DON'T COME & DISTURB ME ANYMORE
NOBODY WOULD WANT TO TAKE UR BF AWAYS FROM U , NOT EVEN ME !!!!!!!!

ywannn ~~
i'm super tired now
feel like sleeping but I CANT SLEEP NOW
i scare i cant wake up
oh my goodness my classes end at 5pm
i will be panda sia

im gonna rest for awhile
watching tv now
so stay tune for my next post

Davina end here -

Baby , all i want to know is ,
did i ever make u happy??

2009-02-21T10:13:00.001-08:00

I am in love with a guy who doesn't know it
And that's because I am afraid to show it
He would get upset if he knew how i felt
And even more for the pain I've dealt

If I told him our friendship would have to end
Then I couldn't even have him as a friend
I get so jealous, he likes her instead
I hate how this all goes through my head

If only you'd let me taste your sweet kiss
Maybe then I would know about all this
I could know for a fact that this was true
But now all I can say is that I love you

So please give me just one chance
To show you true, sweet, romance
I owe it to you, for all that you do
You make me happy, mad, and even sad too.

If only you'd look through my smile
And saw that my love for you was in denial
My friends all know I still love you
But one question, "do you?"

My heart is so happy whenever your near,
But when your gone my eye gives a tear
My sadness for you is all so true
Only because I truly love you

So if you are my friend, at least one bit
You won't mind that one little slit
The one I told you, and just you about
I told you because I trusted you without a doubt.

You turned your back on me and turned it into you,
Which made me do what I had to do,
You put me through so much pain,
Your pains putting me down the wrong lane.

Some how this pain keeps reeling me in
You say you don't want me, but you let my love unfasten.
You let it unfasten into your soul.
Which makes our friendship less dull

I want you to know, you brighten my day.
Even when you stop just to say hey
Your smile so bright, is what keeps me going,
Which keeps my love for you showing

So please open up your eyes
Before I start telling those pointless lies
My love for you will never end
Even if I am only your friend

I want you to be happy,
I only wish it could be with me,
Because even though I'm not "higher class"
I'm not something you should just pass.

I have feelings just as much as you,
And just like you, I'm human too.
Once we get out of high school
It won't matter if we were cool

So show all your friends the real guy I know
Because as of right now I'm not letting go
Not letting go of that great guy I met
Because once I met him my heart was set

My heart was set on the guy of my dreams
Or so now that's what it seems
Please forgive me if I start to cry
But to me you are my one and only guy

You can make me smile with just one hi
And make me feel sad with that same goodbye
My stomach gets those silly butterflies
When ever i look deep into your soft blue eyes

For when we go our separate ways,
These are of course my sadder days,
For not being your friend is the worst thought of all,
It makes my heart just sink and fall

For you are the boy that makes my heart skip that beat
And without you I seem incomplete
So bare with me now, as I am only your friend
As I try to get this feeling to end.

If only you would give me that one chance,
To show you true sweet romance,
For then you'd know my love is real,
But now I will just have to deal.

Well that's all that my heart has got to say
But promise me now on this day
That you will at least be my friend,
My friend forever until the end.

2009-02-21T09:25:00.000-08:00

I want to say "I like you"
I want to say "I need you"
I want to say "I love you"
I want to say "I adore you"

And, i want to say "You are my everything"

I want to say "I care about you"
I want to say "I understand you"
I want to say "I'll never leave you"
I want to say "I am here for you"

And, I want to say "You are my everything"

But, I can't
It's a secret

Home(:
just came back from ah ma house
my parents came to pick me up from work today
LOLs

at work nothing really happened
our sales was really good today
better den DY !
hahahahahaha
actually we were just lucky cos mas caught big fishes today^^
thats y sales will be so good
LOLs

today afternoon i was really shocked to receive
a call from dumb ass asking us wad we wanna eat ,
cos he's having his lunch at marina square ..
so kind of him to remember us when he's eating(:
hahahahahaha
so when the time he came 929 to pass us the food ,
i ask dumb ass if he's going back to DY
he said YES but he got to go KFC first to buy cheese fries for DY gals
& go to home fix to buy super glue
so i followed him there(:
saw Ruben today , he's working in Home Fix
so chatted with him for awhile , while dumb ass was looking for the glue
after that we headed back to DY
i went there to have break with Nancy
LOLs
den when time is up , i headed back 929 to start work
i was really tired the whole day (i don't know why)
my eyes feels like closing the whole bloody day
hahahahahahahaha
maybe because theres no HOT GUYs to see ba (JOKING)
LOLs

okey im need to sleep now
im feeling tired already
got to work tomorrow
don't wanna be late again
haha
anyway DUMB ASS , THXS FOR THE LUNCH TODAY
THANK U(:
stay tune

Davina end here -

When you miss me just look up to the night sky and remember, I'm like a star ; sometimes you can't see me, but I'm always there.

2009-02-19T10:08:00.000-08:00

You don't know how bad I need you here with me,
I need you more than anything more than I need to breathe

How do I last now that my heart has grown so cold,
Being without you its like my heart was put on hold

How do I stay warm without you to hold me tight,
I wish I was in your arms and everything was right

When I'm with you my body becomes weak,
I want to say I love you but its really hard to speak

I get this amazing feeling from my head down to my toes,
I cant explain it I'm like the only one who knows

I wish I could tell you exactly how I feel,
But words cant explain it this feelings just to real

I miss you so much and I cant wait to see your face,
Cuz when were together my heart begins to race

When I'm with you its like no one can get in my way,
Even when were apart I think about you all day

imissu ..

its already 2am
& i just reached home
went to chomp chomp for supper with my parents
& my dad talk to me about the AUS trip

after talking , i do understand wad's my dad thinking
maybe everything he said is really for my own good
i shouldn't have waste time on study , if i think i really cant study
its no use trying to study
is like , if i go AUS for 4 years wad do i learn if i really cant study?
im just wasting my 4 years
between this 4 years i can work to earn money , rite?
dont u know between this 4 years how much money i can earn?
rather den i go AUS for 4 years & i learn nothing but just to have fun
maybe my dad is rite this time
maybe is rite that i shouldn't waste my time in AUS

okey so i have made up my mind & not go to AUS anymore
so i should just stay in Singapore to find a job now & to just earn for my living
so if u guys have any job to intro , please let me know
i want to work as a sales promoter , i want to sell clothes but not other thing
so if u guys have any of this kind of job just give me a call / tag on my blog & let me know
thanks a million(:

okeyyy thats all for today
im tired already
gonna sleep now
stay tune^^

Davina end here -

most people have a harder time letting themselves love than finding someone to love them .

2009-02-18T10:09:00.000-08:00

I want to be with you,
but your millions of miles away.
i wish you would call just to ask about my day.
it would make things so much better if i could hear you voice,
I guess i can't complain too much, after all this was my choice.
i wish i could hold you in my arms and look in to your eyes.
i promise i will always be true to you and never tell you lies.
its so hard to go to sleep without you by my side.
my tears are the only thing ill ever try to hide.
i lie awake in bed as the tears stream down my face,
they keep going until the hit my pillow case.

I Miss You...

its already 2.30am now
i cant sleep , i really cant sleep
im thinking alot & its alot
im feeling tired this few day
tired of finding a BLOODY JOB !!!!!
& i got to go and learn driving

one more thing im wondering is
Y my dad wouldn't allow me to go AUS ?
all he know how to say is , im just wasting his money
he said i cant even work in Singapore how the hell can i go AUS to study?
y ish he giving so much reason not for me to go?
the first time he said he wouldn't let me go is because ,
i cant even look after myself in Singapore how can i go AUS to look after myself ..
den now this time is i cant even work in Singapore how to go AUS to study?
firstly , work & study are very different
& how would he know that i cant study?
he didn't give me a chance to try?
maybe he thinks that im just wasting his money ba
maybe thats the only reason ..
haisss everything is not in my way
i dont have a choice to make on my own
everything it got to go my dads way -_-
im already 18 & i still got no rite to make my own choice !!
haiss haiss

- I quit a job is my dad choice
- I learning driving is also my dad choice (but i need to learn)
- Cant go to Aus to study is also my dad choice
- Choosing a BF is oso my dad choice
- Making wad kind of fwens is oso my dad choice

everything is all my dad choice
den wad choice can i make on my own?
i dont know , i really dont know
everything it doesn't go my way
my dad always think im stupid , im useless , i got no hope in anything !!!!
am i lyk this?
maybe i am , but did he ever give me a chance to try to do things my way?
NONONO , he didnt !!
nothing is in my way , & ITS NOTHING !!!

i feel really moody now , feeling very stress up now & im feeling super tired ):
okeyy , enough of my rubbish thinking
im super tired already , got to sleep now
tomorrow got to work
stay tune for my next post

Davina end here -

Love is our true destiny. We do not find
the meaning of life by ourselves alone-we find it with another.