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Date : Friday, May 19, 2006
Time : 6:10 AM #o14 haiss ii really very sad lor.. i feel very uneasy.. i feel lyk ii m cheating on someones feeling.. i got a gan laogong.. actually ii dont really lyk him de.. he treat me super gud lor.. but ii never treat him gud at all.. ii feel lyk ii m making used of him to ferget the person ii lyk.. ii thought ii got someone to care fer den ii will fer get the person ii lyk.. but it is really very difficult lor..loving someone is such a easy thing to do, but fergetting someone is so difficult lor.. now ii really gort no choice but to ferget about him.. since he already gort stead den ii should ferget about him ba.. ii dont want ppl to think ii m so despo fer him.. but casandra say is correct, ii m really very despo fer him.. is lyk dont have him will die.. but ii really cant help it.. i know him fer so long, nn ii lyk him fer so long.. den suddenly got to ferget about him, is really very difficult thing fer me to do lor.. i dont want his stead to come nn find me.. ii really dont want.. ii dont want to make things worst.. ii want them to be happy ferever.. be together ferever.. ii really dont want to see him sad le.. ii know there is once his stead break wif him, den he cry sia.. so ii dont want to see him cry le.. sad sia.. haiss so now ii try nort to tok to him le.. everytime he went online den ii owayys feel lyk toking to him sia.. but ii force myself nort to cos or else oneday is the stead is the one who help him go online how?.. or suddenly his stead beside him how?.. ii sure die de.. haiss.. ii really dont know y ii will lyk him.. ii really dont know y lor... ii really dont know wad so gud about him sia.. thats wad alot of ppl asked mii oso.. they asked mii "y will ii lyk him?.." they say so many guy in the world y must ii lyk him, the one nn only him.." actually ii really dont know y sia.. haiss sian lor they keep asking the same question.. i really dont know how to reply them.. ii told them say ii dont know y oso.. haiss sian lah, can someone tell mii mah, how to ferget about him.. kill myself?.. siao ii cannot die just lyk that hees.. ii really dont know sia.. can someone tell mii mah.. how to ferget about him sia?.. this is a really very difficult question fer mii to ans.. haiss dont uu feel when uu lyk someone, they dont lyk u.. but when uu dont lyk that person, den they lyk uu.. siao lor wad is this world thinking about.. this word can make mii go crazy lor.. ii really can go crazy sia.. ii gort so many things to think of.. ii got to think of y this world keep making a fool of mii?.. wad have ii done wrong?.. den ii gort to think y my fwen lyk this de?.. really very sad fer her, she change alot lor.. den ii got to think of how to face my parents.. sian sia.. |
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