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Date : Sunday, December 12, 2010
Time : 8:58 AM Just got home from Casandra's house.
we had family gathering again as usual. And my cousin got a good news too , he pass his driving test and he can DRIVE NOW! you see im such a loser , i'm the elderest in the family and im suppose to be driving first. But in the end i didn't , i failed twice and i totally gave up!! what a great job i have done, but FYI i did try but i failed. anw i got lots of pictures to upload , all this pictures were
Date :
Time : 2:13 AM Here i am blogging again , i felt that i have totally neglected my blog for such a long months.
So i have decided to start blogging again but ONLY on my free time! many things have been happening lately , im no longer staying at Geraldine's house , i have already moved into my new home sweet home but everything seems different when i moved out from Geraldine's house. I feel happier there and my parents issnt that moody there, i guess because theres more happy people there to make them happy. I have been really unhappy lately because my mom issnt talking to me and im always getting scolding from her for not helping her with the house chores. I know im lazy and not hardworking enough but sometimes my mom's words really hurt me alot. I totally dislike her to always compare me with my cousins or even comparing me with my siblings. I may not be as good or as perfect as them but im trying to work my ass out of it! But i just hate doing house chores! And i hate to hear my mom always saying '"Look at ur cousins , they know how to help their mummy to do house work but can't you? You and one of the usless person are the same. Both of you can just stay togehter." Seriosuly Who don’t wish to be a perfect person with a perfect life? Everyone wished to! But reality tells us that no one can be perfect. If I happen to be a Happy go lucky person in the past, please don’t assume that a happy go lucky person won’t change to a sad and unlucky person. I may not be good in this things but i may be good in another things. People are too used to my ‘A’, and couldn’t see that there’s a ‘B’ too. Everyone including myself dislikes ‘A’ but do you know what is the best thing about it? It tells me that I am still not dead. I am still living like a human with feelings and emotions. But of course, I sincerely apologise for letting my ‘A’ out on me and letting it to offend/hurt any of you. Even though I am good in keeping things to myself, but after all, I am human! I do have emotions too! Nonstop of unluckiness, nonstop of nonsense plus the pressure at work and stuffs that I already had are making me nuts! I can’t help but to release out my emotion. You may think it’s such a small issue. But every small issue with some bigger issues will create out an enormous bomb. So Please let me pass all the given challenges ASAP. I miss my happiness a lot! Life is simple, but it’s just not easy. In life, everyone makes mistakes, everyone falls, but no matter how hard life goes, I just have to hang on to it, and try to get up from the fall. I often think why all this shits happens on me? Why can’t it be others? But no matter how much I think, it’s pointless. The one and only answer is ‘this is life, and life is always unfair’. And finally theres something i can be happy about , i found a new job. And new job means what?? STRESS again , because when i step into a new company i have to start to learn everything from the start again and start making new friends again. Everything is again and again and again but i hope this will be my last job that im gonna change and the last place i will be in. Theres really 'alot' of things happening in this new job , its totally different from the other job i have been working for the past few years. I can say this job is really a HAPPENING job! Although its stress me but i am really happy working there and especially people are nice and helpful there. And yes i havent mention i have join club21 company and i'm working in Emporio Armani now. I have been working there for 13days and even though I may not work hard like how the ‘nerds’ do, but somehow, work is giving me pressure. Seeing that most people around me knows and understand what’s going on, yet I'm standing down there, catching no balls from it. Sometimes I wanted to ask for friends help, but sometimes it’s better for oneself to figure it out than bothering others. So now i got to seriously push myself to learn more things so i wouldnt be so lost during work , i wanna be a part of them who knows everything! |
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