DAVINA KOH
www.davinaaa.blogspot.com

Date : Thursday, May 31, 2007
Time : 9:20 AM


haiss
so tired sia
just now went out wif my parents
it was fun
bought lots of things
haha
we went to seat cable-car
its abit scary
cos its very high up
today not in a very good mood):
so pissed of wif shannon
i really dont know y is she avoiding me?!
wad did i do wrong?!
okey sorry if i misunderstood u
but y must u avoid me?!
YYY?!
i really want to know y?!
if u not happy wif me den i let u slap me
slap until u enough
slap until u happy
okey?!
dont worry i will NEVER slap u back de
okey so school reopen if u still not happy wif me
den i will let u slap me
okey its a deal !!!
just to make u happy , i can let u do wad ever things u want
and if u dont want to treat me as ur fwen den say so
i will stop disturbing u
and stop calling u
aiya u go n think ba
if u want to slap me den u tell me
if u dont want slap me den u want to break fwenship oso can
but if both oso dont want den tell me wad u want?!
i just want to know wad r u thinking
i really dont know wad thing make u so unhappy?!
izzit because of kawi n casandra conversation?!
i know u r unhappy wif casandra
but y r u unhappy wif me to?!
WAD THE FARK LUH
wad did i do wrong?!
i want u n me to have a happy fwenship
but this is wad u give me
just a piece of SHIT !!!
and i have already forgive u for doing that thing behind my back
i know anabelle did say
"if i were u, i will never forgive her de"
but i dont want to be lyk this
i already say i want to have a happy fwenship wif u for the last year together
den y cant u forgive me just because i MISUNDERSTOOD U?!
u dont even know how i feel):
haiss forget it luh
now everything is in ur own hand
go n think ba


Davina end here
010607
thursday
12.40am


Date : Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Time : 5:46 AM


haha
end of work le
just came home not long ago
tired sia
not bad luh the job
but abit sian
ppl over there very friendly
AND PLS I NEVER WASH TOILET HOR
STUPID CASANDRA

U GO WASH LUH(:

den later going dinner wif georgina there all lor
casandra not going
today is georgina's father birthday
haiss
super tired sia
ytd nite never sleep till 8am in the morning
den from 8 sleep till 2.15 lor
aiyoo so tired
LOL never sleep because making another new blog mah
cos i feel one blog not enough so must need 2 blog lor
haha joking luh
this blog is my own blog
the other blog a special blog and i call it
THE BLOG OF MEMORIES(:
not all ppl know about this blog
but some ppl know le
haha
but i of cos dont want so many ppl to know
so i will not give u the link , go find it urself
bleah S:
okey going out soon
byeee
misses him lots


300507
wednesday
9pm


Date : Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Time : 9:23 AM


weeeeee~
I GOT THE JOB
lol wroking at ICE 3
at serangoon garden
selling ice-cream , liquor , brownies , cakes , drinks and pasta
and pls i not working as PROSTITUTE hor
stupid CHEOK KAWI
LOL
i go geylang work den u go where work?!
u go changi village work arh?!
wahahahaha
haiss
today tok to him on the phone
but only tok for awhile
WTH
cos going to geraldine's house
so my parents come pick me up mah
so he call at the wrong time
too bad for me lor
haiss
den he went online just now
he ask casandra to tell me ,
he will not be calling me back le
cos he said he no mood to tok den if we tok we sure fight de
so he dont want tok lor
dont know y he bad mood sia
*wondering*^^
wa lao den i and him are not fated sia
he went online , den i not online
i went online , he went offline
WTF luh
aiyoo actually he can call me de ,
i promise to make him happy
and smile again
haiss nvm i think he sleep le ba
he must be tired cos today he got work
oh ya den tomorrow i oso working
working wif anabelle from 4pm-8pm
4 hours only lor
so short hor?!
but nvm luh oso good den got more time on computer or go shopping(:
hehe
aiyoo den just now tok to kaming and casandra
LOL they keep fighting luh
both of them mad de
keep on fighting
lyk this how to be stead?!
aiyoo
cannot always fight de
want to be together den MUST TOK to each other
fight cant solve any problem
thats y i have learn a lesson
not to break wif ppl without thinking and
must tok to him to solve problems
when u not happy wif him just tell him stright to his face
and ask him to change and i believe he will change de
just give each other time and everything will be okey(:
haiss k luh stop here le
byee
misses him lots
will we have fate?!
i do believe in fate
so hope there's really fate ba^^


300507
wednesday
12.40am


Date : Monday, May 28, 2007
Time : 3:52 AM


haiss i really felt very sad now
really feel lyk crying after seeing
casandra and kawi's conversation):
wad kawi says really make me feel lyk crying
i feel that i am the one who hurt him so much

this is kawi and casandra's coversation
blue colour is kawi write de
and green colour is casandra write de
ENJOY READING WOR(:

________________________________________________________________

example alr happen to ur dear cousin
nana
k la..
over here..
i tel u the truth la..
i saw na's blog
and u all seems to noe wad happen..
k


uu oso nort serious with nana de !



i noe..
can let mi say finish 1st mah?
i noe..
it's all my mistake..
if u dare say i not serious wit her..
wil i even go til so far and fetch her go home?
like example
ceci
my ex
she study northland

located @ yishun
she and i tght for 1 mths plus
but nt even once i go fetch her
c the difference?
but..
rite nw..
i reli cant stop nana from hating mi..
mayb wad she says was rite in the blog
i changed..
but y i changed?



uu both change !
ron"& uu ><



cos the day she broke up wit mi..
the jiaweii alr die..

the soul died in bishan ite canteen
u get mi mah?
if u say i nt serious wit nana



den shannon .
neii ?



i admit it's my mistake kiex?
but mi jus 1 shannonm
tink back
i timed ceci
nt nana kiex?



uu & shannon stead how long


1 month like dat bahx.. but i oso seldom contact her de..
aiya..
say all tis no use le..
but stil wanna say
the love i had for na..
was all real..
but..
haish..
tink in her mind..
i alr die le la..
and ask nana dun b so silly la..
reli..
ask her to forget mi bahx..
u all can treat mi as a bastard
or wadever..
kiex?



budden nana still lyk love uu SO MUCH laas, tt tyme is uu make her forget raymond


den..


she lyk raymond for YRS neii !
den nOw uu think she will so easily forget uu mehs



u all tis yr june 17 go J8 wait for another guy lor. sikali she found 1 guy can make her forget mi de leh?


ie think need another few more yrs , same lyk raymond
LOL , another few more yrs , ie will intro her to guys de
nO worries.
LOL



hmmm...
kiex..
sure...
haish
reli leh
ask her forget mi bahx..
no use living in the memories..
memories wil oni bring sadness..
correct nt?



haiiyO ; den uu last tyme say what will lOve her onii + what forever .
all fake de ><



dun say i say fake
den y at t time



nana all her 16 yrs of living onii lyk 2 guy b4


she requested the brk?


raymond & uu
haiiyOs
ehh .. uu say her ugly



i alr told her..


nbm neii


say oni


but uu say ibb she can change pretty den uu will nort find stead


u nvr say ron ugly b4 mehx?


lyk tt meaning is = to
ib she cannurt change pretty



no
i nvr say so.



uu will find another girl


ok
even if i reli says so..
y cant she change for mi?
i did so mani things for her..
she cannot do tis favour for mi meh?



how to change face de ?! go plastic surgery ?


y mux she use brk as resolve leh?
go bao yang la.!

aiyo..
tok to u waste my saliva leh



lol ,


drying up soon le


haiiyOs , she oso nort ugly
face onii have pimple..
will recooover de.
somemore she have go facial neii
LOL.



nw stil hav meh?


she tt tyme is too sad tt why will brk .. see her blog
she oso have say she regret


but y?
y?
y?
y?



have , every dunnOe when she have facial de neii


somemore tt brk day


uu angry tt tyme oso will mention brk rite


i stil asked her leh
dun u ever ever regret
she says ok
and b4 i hang
i stil ask her..
if tis time hang the fone
u forever forever cannot tok to mi le leh..
she say nvm..
u tink how i feel?
somemore i nw gt tok to her on fone



she at tt mOment very sad&angry mahs .


veri good le hor


when uu sad&angry
uu will nort think abt anything else
rite
is after uu calm dOwn
den uu will think bakk
& regret what uu did/do .
LOL



i nw alr gt gf
wad u wan mi do?



nutting
LOL ,
just chatting with uu niaa



kkiex
whr na nw?



nana , at serangoon nOrh .. gg for interview .. sell ice-cream at a VERY NICE shop
LOL
nana , at serangoon nOrh .. gg for interview .. sell ice-cream at a VERY NICE shop
LOL
& uu lyk nana cause of her lOok or what ?



no


LOL , tarbo go for lOok de norh -.-''


so
u r saying ron oso huh?



no laas , budden uu lyk keep want her change her lOok ..
den uu is lyk her becaus eof what?



her character


den whyy ask her change lOOk haiiyOs -.-'' ibb uu neber tell shannon to ask her change lOok uu bOth comfirm can last de nOrh ..somemore she can go out liiao
haiiyOs.
really wasted neii



lols



haiiyo ibb not uu both comfirm last LONGER den me & ron de , uu bOth lyk seldom quarrel de nOrh den me& ron everydae comfirm will quarrell -.-''
aiiya .. 2 mOre yrs
uu com find nana
she will lOok lyk boa .
steady de .
LOL

aiyo?
sure?
hahahahahahaha!

shure / on her prom nite go find her .
she will be very beautiful on tt day

kiex


COMFIRM !


sure?



SHURE laas .


ok
sure

ibb we neber lOst touch .. norh ..
den ie will remind uu
the day b4
to go find nana
at her skOol


her prom nite at whr?


dunnnoe
the day b4 ie will tell uu .. ib we still have cOntact laas .


ok

_____________________________________________________

kk thats all
u think he will still look for me on my prom nite day?!
u think he will still remember me?!
not sure leh
so i will wait till my prom nite day den see ba
haiss den just now he called me
i was at mac eatting wif anabelle
he makes me really pissed off sia
he call me to tok to me den he should not keep saying
he wanna go out le den he want to put down the phone le
if he busy den he should not call me
haiss sian
haha now watching campus superstar
so funny luh
dont know can see kaming and kawi mah
NOW LOOKING !!!!
oh saw samuel on tv haha

omg !!!!
i saw kawi
he so funny and cute sia
he so brave , he still can wave his hand
he not scare sia
haha
k luh gtg le
must go eat dinner le or else my dad will nag at me again
byee~
miss u lots lots(:


280507
monday
09.10pm


Date : Sunday, May 27, 2007
Time : 8:50 AM


heyys heyys
back again
long time never update le
miss me?!(:
i was busy this few days
always outside wif my parents
den ytd i went to geraldine's house
never go dinner wif my parents
cos my mom say no space for us
so never go lor
dont feel lyk going too
den about 10+ casandra and georgina came to geraldine's house
after the wedding dinner
we felt very sian
so my mom took us to eat ice-cream at "ICE"
it's really very nice
u all should go n eat
i promise it would be nice
den we took lots of picture of the ice-cream
haha
den casandra took a video of me and georgina fighting
so funny luh and so ugly
here are ice-cream we ate
it so yummy yummy !!!

"SAY CHEESE"
georgina ate this !!!

i dont know wad is the name
of this ice-cream , i think this is
Dion's ice-cream ..

"CHOCOLATE FONDUE"

i oso dont know wad is the name
of this ice-cream , i think this is
Samuel's ice-cream ..

"Rainbow Delight"
this is Jermayne's ice-cream ..

look at his stupid face
can't wait for his ice-cream !!

haha act cute(:

so shock to see his
beautiful ice-cream !!

"RING OF FIRE"
this is my ice-cream
nice?!!!(:
"HAWII"
my mummy & casandra
ate this ..

THIS R THE VIDEO WE TOOK
ENJOY IT WOR(:


TAKEN BY DION .. NOT SO CLEAR

FIGHTING WIF GEORGINA !!!
kk i end here le
going out to eat now
haha i know it maybe too late
but hungry sia
hees
ermmm will update my blog again tomorrow
there will be more video n pictures coming up
so pls wait and seee
I WILL BE BACK !!

280507
monday
3.25am


Date : Thursday, May 24, 2007
Time : 4:18 PM


heyys heyys
good morning everyone(:
i know now should be too early to blog
but i just cant sleep
i dont feel tired at all
ytd whole nite never sleep till now
watching VCD , the show title is "TRIMMING SUCCESS"
the show very nice sia
the show is sad n touching too
here are all the actor n actress who act in this show
- Fan Tin-Long Jason (Cheng,Kevin)
- Ko Cheuk-Kei Choco (Chan Man Chi,Sharon)
- Fan Kwong-Wing George (Lau Dan)
- Pang Ching (Chan Chung Ling,Nadia)

let me tell u abit of the story

enjoy reading wor ~

JASON (CHENG,KEVIN) has recently broken up with his
girlfriend CHOCO (CHAN MAN CHI, SHARON).
As his father GEORGE (LAU DAN) falls ill suddenly, JASON,
now single again, decides to move back to his old home in Stanley.

There JASON meets his childhood friend PANG CHING (CHAN CHUNG
LING, NASIA) again, who has now become a windsurfing trainer and a

mechanical engineer. Knowing that JASON is anxious to sell his yacht,
PANG CHING spends days and nights repairing it,
in the hope that it will fetch a higher price and be some
help with his financial problems. While things seem to be getting back on track, challenges still lie ahead-CHOCO wants to get back wif JASON,

which poses a threat to his blossoming relationship with PANG CHING. In the meantime, a great tragedy befalls JASON'S family,
which causes him unimaginable distress and sorrow.

Stanley is a delightful place blessed with spectacular scenery. Will JASON find his true love here and stay with her for the rest of his days?!

haha if u wanna find out more , go buy the cd n watch lor
i promise u , it would be very very nice(:
erm later at 12pm i got to go back to school
i got PTM in school
LOL mrs Thiru sure tell my mom rubbish things de
aiyoo den later getting back report book le
so sian lor
i fail lots of subject sia
only pass 2 subject
haiss sure give my parents scold de
no choice luh cos never study mah
so wad to do?!
dont want to get scolding , in the end oso must get !
den now my parents havent come home yet
they still at casandra's house , my mom sleeping there
den my dad watching tv
haiss k luh very tired le
wanna go sleep now
later got to wake up at 10.45am
cos parents meeting is at 12pm
i still got to bath n everything mah , scare no time

oh ya btw i just found out kawi got stead le , his stead name is MINNIE
i went to see his fwenster profile den he put his's MARRIED
and he put
"getting more and more serious! ur're the 1st and ur're the last! "
den he oso put "loving u so much so much my dear minnie!!! muackx!"
ha u think he will be serious?!
neh i dont think so , he this kind of guy will be serious in relationship?!
okey but i can say when we were together , sometimes he makes me
feel he is serious in our relationship but sometimes he makes me feel
he is NOT ! thats y i dont know which is TRUE n which is FAKE ..
i know i was wrong to break wif him and everything
but until now i really dont know have he ever been serious in our relationship?!
i really wanna know the answer !!!
if i got the chance to ask him , i will de
and i'm happy to say that when we were together , he always wore the

necklace that i bought for him , for out 1st month anni
today i went to see his picture and some of his picture is when we
were steading that time take de and i saw he got wear the necklace
almost all the picture got the necklace sia and after seeing it
i started thinking back all the past and i really felt lyk crying
but now he never wear le cos i'm no longer his stead and
he doesn't love me anymore but i'm really happy to get a
chance to be loved by him and i really felt very safe being wif him cos
i can always feel that he is always beside me no matter how far he is ,
i felt really loved by him and i wanna be loved again !!
but no matter wad it will NEVER come true and i dont wish this would come true
cos i doesn't want a guy to be wif me when he doesn't love me at all ..
this is not call love , this is call force
haiss k luh

byeeee

enjoy ur hoilday
and take good care of urself

misses him lots<3


250507
friday
8am


Date : Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Time : 5:28 AM


heyys heyys
back here again
got miss me mah?!
wahahahaha
ytd never update cos too tired le
reach home very late
around 4+am going to 5am le
haha
went out wif my parents
went to see our house the tiles
cos moving to new house soon
weeee ~
so happy sia
den i went to geraldine's house
georgina over there mah
hees
after geraldina's house den i went to casandra house
cos my dad over there mah
so georgina went there too
den we went to some where near casandra house there to eat
the food there hai hao only luh
haha
today oso never go to school
cos went home late den cant wake up mah
den i oso not feeling well
hees
oh ya den i going to look for a job soon le
during hoilday
cos i not going for a hoilday mah
not lyk casandra and georgina
they going hoilday sia
haha
so funny luh
when i go hoilday wif casandra den georgina cant go
den when they going hoilday , den i not going
LOL wad the hell luh
haha so funny sia
haiss so sian lor
now toking to shannon on the phone
came home not long ago
went to kuku linda (casandra mom) shop to eat
den saw samuel
he went bugis wif his fwens to watch movie
haha
k luh den i stop here le
will update again tomorrow
byee
misses u lots~


230507
wednesday
8.50pm


Date : Monday, May 21, 2007
Time : 10:00 AM


haiss
i cant sleep sia
cos i kept think alot
i kept thinking how to let kawi go
how to forget him?!
do u know how difficult to forget him
forgetting him is lyk asking me to DIE sia
is not i dont want to forget him , is i CANT
i tried my very best le
but i really cant
haiss
and i kept thinking
y last time when i'm together wif kawi
he break wif me lots of time le but i still accepted his patch
but y i just break wif him once only (i think so)
den he dont want to patch wif me le?!
dont u think its really very unfair?!
i know he did say break le jiu break bu ke yi patch back le
but i didn't know he really mean it
if i know i will NEVER break wif him in the first place le
cos i know my love for him is too deep le
and i really cant loose him
haiss
actually i really miss the Dave that i use to know when the day i met him
i really hope the clock could turn back to the past when we first stead
its on the 210606
but i know it's IMPOSSIBLE
haiss
y cant
DAVE CHEOK
&
DAVINA KOH
BE TOGETHER HAPPILY FOREVER & EVER?!

y must our story be ended?!
i want it to be a happy ending
or maybe
a NEVER ending story)=

all this is his name , so many hor?!
u can choose to call him any of this name(=
DAVE CHEOK / CHEOK KAWI / JIAWEI
if any of u dont know who is this person
so here's his picture

DAVE CHEOK AND DAVINA KOH














220507

tuesday
1.32am



Date :
Time : 6:51 AM


haha
ytd never update
cos i went out den reach home very late
i went to lots of places wif my family
very happy sia
went to Novena square to shopping and eat
den my mom bought for me clothes and bag sia
my dad choose for me the clothes de
very nice
den bought samuel & kevin bag
very cute , small small de
haha
den i some more went to sit boat near singapore expo there
den i saw merlion , the mouth can come out water de
we took lots of picture there
at about 10pm , we went to eat near casandra house there
very nice luh the food
very different from other food
haha
den after eating i went to geraldine's house
cos its georgina's mom birthday (my godmother)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUKU MUMMY(=
love u always n forever ..
we go there celebrate for her lor
she so happy sia
how i wish everyday oso lyk this
den my life would be more brighter
and maybe i will not think too much about kawi ba
because i dont want to think of him ANYMORE
i wanna forget him as fast as i can
i'm really very tired le
because of him i fail my exam
i never even study , i only kept thinking of him day n nite
haiss so now i have already made up my mine ba
i cant carry on lyk this
if not i sure fail my N lvl de
i should try to forget him de
I WILL TRY MY BEST !!!
maybe zheng zhiren say ish correct ba
i'm still young and i should study hard for my N lvl first
and not tok about relationship now

ZHENG ZHIREN & DAVINA KOH
BEST FWEN FOR LIFE WOR:)














so i should listen to him ba
haha
oh ya den today oso never go to school
so happy luh dont need to wake up so early
but abit sian luh
wa den another 4 more days den no more school le
dont know wad to do during the 1 month hoilday sia
cos i'm not going genting wif casandra n georgina
so maybe i'm going to find job lor
firstly to earn money
den to let my time past faster and i will not think so much of kawi ba
maybe its the best way ba
haha
so who wanna work wif me?!
give me a call wor=D
k luh
end here le
will update some pictures tomorrow
and i will update my blog again tomorrow
hope so got time ba
haiss still misses him lots
oh ya almost forgot
if i never break wif kawi yet
today will be our 11 months together
but it over le
haiss

210507
monday
10.38pm


Date : Saturday, May 19, 2007
Time : 12:29 PM


erm i promises to update some pictures
so here are the pictures !!
this are some of my stupid faces haha
took at anabelle's house , wearing her cap

the memories ..
this are the memories i will
always REMEMBER !!

NO SMOKING !!

nice mah?! this earring i bought it ytd=D

u got to use the key to open my hart <3

i,shannon and anabelle we each
bought a rose ytd .. so nice rite?!
but too bad its already DEAD)=
i think not enough water ba
forget to put some more water for them
kk no more pictures
will update again
byee misses him lots lots =D
sunday
200507
0509am


Date :
Time : 5:45 AM


heyys heyys
did not update ytd
cos went to anabelle's house to stay
i and shannon stay over nite at her house
den anabelle's dad never pay internet bill mah
so cant use the com
LOL
den ytd the whole day at her house got nothing to do sia
haha
but go there oso very fun
i and shannon sleep at 6+am
cos tok on the phone wif a guy
her last time primary school fwen
den this anabelle really lyk a pig sia
sleep so early de
she is the first one to sleep
actually we wanna watch "THE EYE"
or dont know wad ghost show luh
but this annabelle sleep so early
LOL
so never watch lor
den ytd at about 1+am i and shannon went to chomp chomp to eat
actually we wanna buy jelly den bring back to eat de
but the shop close already so bought other things
and we eat there
den anabelle stay at home n wait for us
cos she toking on the phone wif her future bf mah
wahahahaha joking luh
is her fwen luh
haiss den i n shannon okey le
i forgive her le
but i still feel abit uneasy ba
dont know how to say luh
haiss
den i'm now at geraldine's house
WTH luh
casandra n georgina not coming sia
today cant go to ah ma house because
my ah ma will not be at home
she says she wanna go pray n later she got dinner
haha so today cant go lor
den just now i left anabelle's house at about 3+ lor
anabelle went out wif her uncle and shannon went home
to celebrate her mom's birthday
haha
AUNTY HAPPY BIRTHDAY(=

haiss den now very long never tok to him on the phone le
i tink he know i found out about shannon n him the things ba
den he dont wish to call n tok to me le
i oso dont know Y ..
haiss but nvm , forget it le
its really time for me to give up ba
i really dont know y
Y cant u leave wifout a gal?!
can he tell me y?!
when i break wif u le , u go n find shannon as ur stead
den when shannon steading wif u le , u went to find ceci as ur stead
n u 2 time them
den now both oso dont have le , den he go find new gal
den ytd they meeting new gal mah
den kaming oso follow them
very wad luh
gals r not for them to play wif de
he dont even understand gals feeling sia
haiss he really change alot
last time he dont take drugs and he dont join gang group
NOW LEH?!
he take drugs n he join gang group
wth luh
i really dont wish to see him became lyk this
REALLY?!
i really miss his oldself
i want him to be lyk last time
his OLDSELF
i dont lyk the way he is NOW !!
okey i know i am not his stead so i cant say anything
but i really want to see him change
i rather he mix wif his old fwens den now the fwens
now his fwens all so naughty sia
all bad guys de
haiss
wtf luh y did he became lyk this?!
haiss so sad to see him lyk this
and i can say that he dont really love me and he dont really miss me
all the things he said and the msg he send to me are all FAKE !!!
so fake luh
but no matter wad i will still remember him de
remember him for the rest of my life even if i got my own stead or my own husband
even if he dont love me any more , i will still love him de
even if he dont miss me any more , i will still miss him de

and i just wanna tell him this
u r the guy who makes me forget about raymond (the first guy i love)
u promised to make me forget about him and u really did it
and thats y u are the guy i love so much
i can say that i love u as much as i love raymond
and i know i never keep promises between the both of us
i did promise that i will NEVER leave urside no matter wad
but in the end , i still leave u
i know i make u really sad and hart broken
i'm totally in the wrong
but it's too late le i cant turn back the clock to the past
if i could , i would choose to be wif u again
and i will NEVER leave urside de
cos i know i would regret again
but i know i will not have the chance already
cos u no longer love me le
ur love for me had already fade
and ur love for me are no longer the same lyk last time le
but i can say my love for u are always the same
and it did not change and it did not fade away
i really dont know y u have to do this to me
u should know shannon is my best fwen
den how can u lyk my best fwen?!
u should know i would be very hurt seeing u stead wif my closest fwen
if u really lyk her , y cant u tell me?!
so i could give up on u and i will not disturb the both of u de
i would just feel sad and i will face the fact de
cos i know this is fate and i believe in fate
and last time i believe that its fate for me to meet u and fall in love wif u ba
i believe that god brings us together de
god is the one who gave us a chance to be together
and all thanks to god , if not i will NEVER know u de
btw thanks for taking good care of me and thanks for loving me before
when i need u , u will always be there for me no matter how far u stay
i felt so loved when we r together and i felt so safe being wif u
THANK U SO MUCH YEA


k i shall end here le
will update some picture when i reach home k?!
love u guys
and misses him lots
byeee ~

saturday
190507
10.43pm


Date : Thursday, May 17, 2007
Time : 2:06 AM


haiss
i really dont know y must she do this to me?!

does she treat me as her bestfwen or just a fooL?!
i am really wondering
i just felt so cheated by her
i am just a fool to her
how can she do this to me?!
haiss i felt really sad sia
casandra ask me to slap her
LOL pls luh
after all she ish still my bestfwen
i really cant bear to slap her
REALLY !!!!
but if now she is not my close fwen
i will slap her de
dont need casandra to say , i just go there n slap her

but now is different luh , she is my 4 yrs close fwen
haiss i really dont know wad to do
i just cant believe both of them will bluff me
they stead they oso never tell me
if she really treat me as her bestfwen , she would tell me long ago le
haiss
some more when i break wif kawi le den she stead wif him sia
den kawi got ceci le , she still dont care

still can close one eye n stead wif him
dont she feel very bad?!
ceci dont even know that kawi 2 time her
but shannon know luh
she dont feel very wad meh?!
her stead 2 time her
i really cant believe she bluff me till so long sia
ytd she just break wif him de
if i never see her hp msg , i will NEVER know de
and she doesn't plan to tell me too
i really dont know wad the hell is she thinking
haiss she told me the reason for steading wif kawi

she say she told kawi that she felt very guilty for breaking both of us up
but kawi says it's not her who break us up
so after afew days later , kawi tok to her on msn and started telling her that
he got feeling for her very long le
so he asked her for stead
but she rejected him
and she keep asking kawi to patch back wif me
but kawi told her if u stead wif me le den i will try patching back wif her
and she accepted him
WTF luh
he bluff her de
this kind of rubbish he oso can say

if he wants to patch back wif me , he long long time already patch back
must he wait till 4 months + den patch back?!
if he really love me , he will not stead wif shannon n ceci le
i really dont understand him sia
until now he still can say he miss me n he still love me
haiss i really dont know is this true anot
i really dont know sia
and shannon if u said u felt guilty for breaking us up den dont u feel MORE GUILTY doing this behind my back?!
u should know how much i love him and how much i misses him
but in the end u still stead wif him

i never even say anything when u tok to him on the phone
because i felt kind of uneasy letting u tok to him
because i scare oneday u will lyk him
but i just dont care cos i know u r my bestfwen and u will not do this kind of things de
but i never know this thing really come true
haiss
actually i never even say its u who break both of us up
u just told me all the things that kawi said mah

and i have the rites to know it !!
haiss really felt very sad and i really felt lyk crying
actually when the moment i saw that msg , i already felt lyk crying
but i just wanna be strong n not to cry infront of so many ppl
i think its really time for me to give up ba
since he doesn't love me anymore
and he said he will NEVER patch back wif me le
i think everything should just end ba
and shannon i just wanna say this to u
i really cant believe u will do this to me
i am really very sad and i felt really hurt
can u pls tell me , do i treat u good?!
i always treated u as my bestfwen
a never ending bestfwen
and i can say even if u treat me as a fool and
even if u do this kind of things to me
i will never hate u de
because i have already said
after all u r still my bestfwen
i just felt sad and i dont know wad to say
if u really lyk kawi just tell me
can mah?!
and i am sorry if i never tok to u cos i just cant face the fact
i just cant believe it and i was shocked
i just cant get over it
but if u wants to say anything just call me
haiss

thursday
170507




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