Date : Saturday, July 29, 2006
Time : 5:45 AM

23o7o6

23 JULY was the day ii cannot forget !
jiawei break wif mii sia ..
actually ii dont even know y , but he told mii that he wanna be alone thats y he break wif mii ..
but ii just wanna tell him somthing !
having u by myside is such an enjoyable thing in my life ..
without u , ii really dont know wad to do ..
i really dont know !
after u have break wif mii , my life really becoming very very dark !
there isn't any colour in my life ..
everything looks so dark !
haiss , i really dont wish to see this kind of thing to happen de ..
but wad can i do?
ii really dont know !
cos this is ur choice , and u choose to walk in this choice ..
so how m i going to stop u?
love cannot be force , thats y i never even force u ..
but ii really really dont know wad to do sia !
haiss

24o7o6

after 1 day he patch back wif mii le ..
i dont know y , but ii just patch back wif him cos i really cant live without him ..
haiss
i really dont know wad is he thinking ..
i really dont know wad happened to him sia ..
is he getting sick n tired of mii or he dont love mii anymore le?
has his feeling fade away?
or he lyk someone else le?
haiss
i really dont know ..
i really very scared that he will leave mii ..
but even if he really leave mii , i really got nothing to say ..
thats his choice , ii just know that i love him very deeply ..
and no matterr wad i will always love him de ..
missing him lots lots wor !

28o7o6

i really dont understand u !
y must u be lyk this to mii?
its really very hurting sia ..
REALLY !
just because i never keep my promised to sing a song for u den u say u want to break wif mii ..
how can u do this to mii? y ? y r u treating mii lyk this?
i really dont know wad i have dont wrong ..
i really dont wish to break wif uu , but u keep on saying the word "break"
i really very hate this stupid bloody word ..
i really dont wish to break or fight wif uu cos breaking and fighting is not call love ..
since we have decided to stay together den we should oso solve problem togehter ..
but not fight or break , this is really not call love ..
if we keep on breaking n fighting , den we will never have happying ending ..
hope we can last long ba ..
dont wish to break le
i hope this is the one n only last time that we break ba ..
dont want to break le ..
i really love uu lots lots
missing uu lots lots t0o
hope to see u soon !
muacccckkks !

Date : Saturday, July 22, 2006
Time : 9:14 AM

21o7o6

LOL !
ytd was my 1 month anni ..
but ii really hope to last wif jiawei as long as ii can !
dont wish to leave him le ..
REALLY !
i'm really very happy steading wif him ..
haiss
very long never see him le !
hoping to see him soon
missing him lots lots worx ..
i bought for him something but dont have the change to give him ..
haiss
dont know when can give him lor
and dont know he lyk it mah ..

22o7o6

ytd never do anything much !
but ii was hoping to play com
so long no play com le
so dont know when can blog again ..
cos my house no connection thats y cannot play com ..
so sad sia
ii will really miss playing com de !
haiss
den without com den ii got nothing to do le ..
den my life will be super sian le
aiya den cannot play com den oso cannot see my laogong !
so sian hor
den today went toa payoh wif my mum , sisters , brother nn my grandpa !
we went to eat
haha
den after that ii went singing lesson ..
den after singing lesson , ii went home !
after that ii went to my ah ma house to eat dinner ..
all the food super nice lor ..
haha
haiss
now still at my ah ma house
so sian
nothing to do
so bring my com here to play
or else cannot play le
haiiss
ii think ii stp here le
ii really miss JIAWEI lots lots !

Date : Sunday, July 16, 2006
Time : 7:25 PM

LOL !
now in school having EOA(elemants of office administration)lesson !
teacher not here thats y ii went online to blog ..
if not ii go home cannot play com le cos my com got no connection ..
haiss so dont know how long cannot play com ..
so sian
at home nothihg to do sia
no com to play , no scv to watch , only muct watch channel 8 or channel 5
thats all ..
haiss dont know when can see my laogong again !
so long no see le ..
ii miss him lots lots worx ..
dont know he got miss mii mah?
haha !
so happy lor
this friday is out 1th month anni le
haha
dont know wad to buy for him neh ..
today going compass point to see lor ..
but ii buy le dont know he will lyk it mah ..
ii very scared he will not lyk the present ii buy for him sia
haiss today morning he never call mii sia
dont know izzit he over slept mah ..
cos ytd he sleep very late den he oso very tired ..
he got to help his dad do lots of thing ..
den nowaday oso cannot tok to him on the fone le ..
he super busy sia ..
miss toking to him
haiss sian
k lah teacher come le gtg le
waiting for jiawei to sms mii sia !
missing him lots lots !
copy zhu (^(00)^) ii miss uu !

Date :
Time : 7:25 PM

LOL !
now in school having EOA(elemants of office administration)lesson !
teacher not here thats y ii went online to blog ..
if not ii go home cannot play com le cos my com got no connection ..
haiss so dont know how long cannot play com ..
so sian
at home nothihg to do sia
no com to play , no scv to watch , only muct watch channel 8 or channel 5
thats all ..
haiss dont know when can see my laogong again !
so long no see le ..
ii miss him lots lots worx ..
dont know he got miss mii mah?
haha !
so happy lor
this friday is out 1th month anni le
haha
dont know wad to buy for him neh ..
today going compass point to see lor ..
but ii buy le dont know he will lyk it mah ..
ii very scared he will not lyk the present ii buy for him sia
haiss today morning he never call mii sia
dont know izzit he over slept mah ..
cos ytd he sleep very late den he oso very tired ..
he got to help his dad do lots of thing ..
den nowaday oso cannot tok to him on the fone le ..
he super busy sia ..
miss toking to him
haiss sian
k lah teacher come le gtg le
waiting for jiawei to sms mii sia !
missing him lots lots !
copy zhu (^(00)^) ii miss uu !

Date : Monday, July 10, 2006
Time : 1:15 AM

10o7o6

now mii in school having cca sia !
so sianz lor
so decided to play com ..
haha
around 4.30 den finish cca !
so long hor
haiss
this stupid ignasia very wad lor ..
she left mii alone here !
den she went out le ..
sian
ii hate her sia
haiss
dont know when den can see my stead !
today wanted to meet him ..
but he never call mii so how m ii going to meet him before my cca?..
wa lao
really miss him lots !
feels lyk hugging him now ..
ii wanna see him NOW !!!
until now he still havent call or sms mii ..
dont know wad is he doing now ..
dont know did anything happened to him mah ..
really very worry about him !
ii the most worried is he will go outside nn flirt wif gals !
haha
but ii belived him !
ii belived he will not do that de !
he is not this kind of guy ..
REALLY !
today whole day never hear his voice le !
thats y my day is so sian
not lovely anymore le ..
dont know he reach home le mah ..
dont know wad is he doing now sia ..
ii dont know he eat le mah ..
dont know he got take care mah ..
and ii really dont know he got miss mii mah !
haha
LAME hor
aiya but ii really really miss him lots lots worx ..
wanna see him soon
cannot live without toking to him on the fone ..
if never hear his voice den ii life is not fun le ..
my life will not be fun without him !
REALLY !
AND II MEAN IT !
hiss
jiawei where r uu now?..
y never call mii?..
got tk care mah?..
really really miss uu lots lots sia ..
uu today got eat full full mah?..
must take good care of urself worx
dont get sick le !
haiss
sian
dont wish to write le
stop here le
MISS JIAWEI LOTS LOTS !
jiawei belongs to mii forever nn ever !

Date : Sunday, July 09, 2006
Time : 2:06 AM

o9o7o6

haiss
ytd went singing lesson ..
ii got singing exam ..
ya ii did PASS !
ii was very happy about it , and ii was hoping that my stead will be happy for mii t0o ..
haha !
but it is just a exam , pass or fail ii dont think so there is got to do wif my stead ..
LOL
den after singing lesson
ii went home , after that my parents brought mii to my ah ma house to eat dinner ..
after awhile georgina nn casandra came ..
we were watching movie together , but casandra was toking to ron on the fone ..
ii feel that when casandra nn ron toks on the fone together , they have lots of fun ..
but den when my stead nn ii tok on the fone togehter , we dont have so much fun lyk ron nn casandra have ..
so ii will understand how jiawei feels toking to mii on the fone !
ii know he feels sian toking to mii ..
ya thats y ii feel very useless , ii feel that ii cannot even make my stead feels happy toking to mii ..
REALLY !
ii really very scared that he will regret being wif mii !
haiss
btw ytd georgina very wad lor !
she keeps disturbing mii sia !
ii was toking to jiawei on the fone , and she used my ah ma house fone to call mii ..
den ii did not know it was her , so ii answered the call nn ii relized it was her ..
so ii put down her fone , but ii actually hang up jiawei call ..
and ii thought he will call mii back , but he did not ..
ii was really very scared he would be angry ..
if he really get angry , den georgina will be DEAD
ii really really hope that ii could last wif him as long as ii can !
ii very scared his feeling for mii will fade away !
REALLY !
haiss
around 1.30am ii left my ah ma house ..
we should be going home but we r not very tired yet , so we decided to go sentosa ..
we went to sentosa around 2 too 3+
very late hor !
haha
we thought over there got lots of thing to eat ..
but ii told my mum , it is already so late where got food to eat ..
LOL
but they say they want to go there nn take a look ..
so we went there !
n there is really nothing to eat ..
haha
den my brother say he want to go airpot ..
so my dad says okeyy ..
cos over there got food to eat , airpot is 24 hours open ..
so we went there to eat , we eat lots of thing lor ..
haha
it is really very fun , so long never go out lyk this le ..
my parents were owayys busy moving house !
so last nite was the day we spent time together ..
but ii owayys feels that something is really missing beside mii ..
n ii relized it was my stead , ii was hoping he was there wif mii t0o ..
but ii belived it is impossible ..
hiass
so after eating we went to walk around , after that we went home !
we reach home about 5am ..
very late hor
haha
really very tired so went to bed le ..
but den before ii go to sleep , ii did sms my stead ..
but ii belived he fall asleep le ..
he must be very tired !

o9o7o6

LOL
today morning about 9am , my stead call mii ..
so early hor
ii was really tired but ii still ans his call ..
ii was really glad to hear his voice ..
ii thought he will not call mii , but ii was WRONG !
he did call mii ..
ii was really happy nn ii can't sleep anymore ..
but when the moment he asked mii one stupid question , ii was not happy le ..
ii was really scared that something will happened !
but ii really never bluff him , ii really forget all about that person le ..
REALLY !
but when the monent he asked mii , wad if he still cannot forget about ur ex , den wad will ii do ..
ii told uu that ii cannot do anything , ii cannot take a knife nn asked uu to forget about his ex ..
i'm not that bad to do that ..
but if uu really no feeling for mii le den uu still lyk ur ex , uu can go ahead nn patch back wif her ..
ii really dont mind ..
u feel happy den can already ..
i only want to see uu happy !
i really love ur laughter nn ur smile !
it makes my life feels more lovely ..
but maybe i'm not so good as ur ex ..
maybe i'm not that chio as ur ex or maybe ii cannot make uu happy nn make uu smile owayys !
maybe ur ex is better den mii ba ..
but ii'm already trying my very best to be better den ur ex nn to make uu more happy ..
but if uu feel that is not good enough , den ii really dont know wad to do le ..
REALLY !
ii really tried my very best to do everything that uu want mii to do ..
uu want mii to forget about that person , nn ii already tried ..
and ii can say , ii made it !
but if uu think that is not good enough , den wad uu really want mii to do?..
ii just want uu to be happy ..
if uu happy , ii will oso be happy ..
if uu sad , den ii oso will be sad ..
ii really very scared ur love for mii is fading away !
REALLY !
ii really really wish to last wif uu forever nn ever until this world ends !
ii love nn miss uu lots ..

Date : Thursday, July 06, 2006
Time : 11:43 PM

o6o7o6

haiss ytd so sian nothing better to do sia ..
tok to my stead on the fone le den awhile never tok le ..
cos he went dinner wif his fwens nn family !
haha
so never tok long on the fone lor ..
miss him lots sia !
den ytd feel very sian den nothing to do
so ii write fer my laogong testi lor ..
haha
dont know he lyk it mah !
ii took very long time to write that testi de ..
haha
den ytd ii should be waiting for my laogong to come home from dinner
den ii asked him call mii when he come home !
but in the end ii fall asleep ..
LOL
so stupid lor
haha
but den my laogong did call mii when he reach home !
he call mii around 4 times but ii never ans my fone ..
i was in my LALA LAND eating lollipop le
haha
and ii was waiting for my laogong to come home from the dinner nn enten the LALA LAND
and eat lollipop t0o
hees

070706

LOL
just come home from school
still havent bath yet
haha
just can't stand without blogging
so went online to blog first lor ..
haha
den went friendster to see ii got testi mah
haha
ii got one testi from siao siao shasha
cannot belived she got time to write for mii testi
last time she got work that y no time to write testi
but now she no work le that y she got time to write testi for mii
haha
so good hor
so ii think she got no work is better haha !
sian arh
dont know wad to do now sia ..
come home early den dont know wad to do ..
haha
just now went to compass point wif my fwens !
cos we finish school early ..
den just nice my stead is over there !
so went to meet him lor
so happy today saw him le
haha
but den today he never bring mii home !
cos he going to play bball at sengkang cc !
ii think so !
haha
but den nvm lah at list ii got to see him for awhile ..
better den never see him
haha
den we went to mac !
my laogong went there to eat ..
den ii and my fwens went there to tok nn wait for atiqa stead !
haha
den after that my laogong went to play bball le ..
so we went back home
atiqa , her stead nn mii went to take 119 bus ..
i took the bus go back to school ..
hees
den around 2.10pm ii reach home !
super early hor ..
haha
k lah ii think ii stop here le
very tired
wanna sleep
den after that wake up , ii think my laogong should be at home le
den he will call mii !
haha
so ii sleep first den wait for his call !


MRSCHEOK<3MRCHEOK !

Date : Wednesday, July 05, 2006
Time : 4:44 AM

o5o7o6

haiss ytd night something had happened !
my stead broke up wif mii !
really very sad lor ..
but actually is all becasue of mii ..
i hurt him too deeply le ..
and of cos he sure break wif mii lah !
and ii really cannot belived that this kind of thing will happen ..
actually ii dont wish this kind of thing to happen de ..
but is already happened den ii cannot do anything le ..
btw ii am really really very sorry that wad ii have done to him !
i know i hurt him t0o deeply le !
i really regret hurting him sia ..
but den now we patch back le ..
i am willing to give both of us a chance !
hope we both will be happy steading wif each other !
i really very scared i will hurt him again ..
but i will try my best not to hurt him le ..
hurt him den he sad den he oso will cry ..
i really dont wish to see him sad nn cry le !
seeing him sad nn seeing him cry , ii oso will sad de ..
ii really did not mean to hurt him ..
REALLY !
btw that is the past le
dont wish to tok about it le
the past is the past ..
lets now start a new life ba ..
hope we both can last as long as we can !
maybe until the day we die oso can ..
i really dont mind steading wif him forever ..
i belived he is really a good guy
REALLY !
and ii promised that ii will try to forget about him !
and please dont tok about him le ..
if u keep toking about him den ii really dont know how to forget about him ..
but if u stop toking about him den maybe ii can forget about him ..
i really want to give it a try ..
plsss let mii try ..
can mah?..
ii really hope u can understand mii !
REALLY !
LOL
btw so stupid lor
today in class this stupid georgina keep calling mii ..
den when ii want to ans the phone , she put down
stupid rite?..
haha
owayys lyk this de !
so georgina r u happy now?..
i write about uu le !
happy mah?..
hope uu will be happy ba
haha
but den ii write all the LAME things
hees
kk lah ii think ii stop here le ..
really very tired le
den head so pain sia
dont know y oso
maybe because ytd ii never sleep well ba
think t0o much le
haiss

Date : Tuesday, July 04, 2006
Time : 5:45 AM

o3o7o6

HAHA !
ytd went to watch movie at bishan ..
i went to watch the "CARS" !
very nice nn funny lor ..
u all should go nn watch it ..
u all sure will love it de ..
hees
all the cars very cute !
waaaahh
they take 4 years to make this movie lor ..
so long rite?..
haha !
but very nice lah ..
actually ii wanted to watch "JUST MY LUCK" !
but all because of the ignasia nn gay3 lah ..
they say they want to watch it on sunday , but at last tell mii gay3 sick den postpone to monday ..
den monday tell mii they havent do their hw den postpone to tuesday ..
LOL
tuesday start school already lor ..
n they should know ii cannot go out during school days ..
haiss
dont even know wad they r thinking ..
i feel lyk killing them lor ..
den today in class they say the want to watch movie on friday ..
LOL
ii belived they will postpone again lor ..
haha
but den at list ii got my stead
haha
at list he better den my fwens
he know how to spent time wif mii
haha
actually ii wanna go wif them de
cos ii dont want them to say ii got stead le den never spent time wif them den owayys spent time wif my stead only ..
LOL
ii dont wish to hear them say lyk this lor that y ii want to go watch movie wif them ..
but at last they dont even care about mii den they never spent time wif mii
haiss
ii really dont know wad they r all thinking ..
LOL
aiya nvm le lah ..
is already the pass , so forget it le ..
i got to for give nn for get thats wad god say !
haha
LAME hor

o4o7o6

waaahhh today not feeling well ..
in the bus my head so pain lor ..
den ii feel so cold
actually ii oso dont know y sia
but den after awhile ii feel better le ..
ii still went to school nn spent time wif all my dear nn sweet fwens in sec 3A !
haha
ii love them so much (but not all) haha !
actually when ii never see them ii really very miss them lor ..
ii owayys want to go out wif them , but they owayys not free ..
they oso got to spent time wif their stead ..
haiss
so thats y they got no time to spent time wif mii
such a lonly gal !
haha
LAME !
haiss but at list ii still got other fwens , cousin nn my stead !
but ii the most hate is my stead keep asking me so many question lor ..
he asked mii question nvm , ii will ans de ..
but now he asked mii stupid question , he asked mii wad if ii now never stead wif him
den got one guy joseph nn him want to jio mii , den who will ii choose?..
okeyy actually joseph is shuai , very shuai , more shuai den my stead ..
LOL
but ii told him if ii havent stead wif him yet den if joseph jio mii , den ii got to see is he good mah ..
if he not good den only looks good den wad is the used?..
this kind of guy can throw inside dustbin ..
but if joseph good nn his looks oso good den of cos ii will choose him lah ..
correct mah?..
ii really dont know m ii saying the correct thing mah?..
haha
kk lah ii dont wish to thing to much le ..
think too much very sian de lor ..
some more my head will pain de
den will have fever den ii will feel very cold
haha
SIAO !
think t0o much le
hees
kk lah ii think ii stop here le
got nothing more to write le
haiss
sian !
love uu lots laogong =D