Date : Saturday, July 29, 2006
Time : 5:45 AM

23o7o6

23 JULY was the day ii cannot forget !
jiawei break wif mii sia ..
actually ii dont even know y , but he told mii that he wanna be alone thats y he break wif mii ..
but ii just wanna tell him somthing !
having u by myside is such an enjoyable thing in my life ..
without u , ii really dont know wad to do ..
i really dont know !
after u have break wif mii , my life really becoming very very dark !
there isn't any colour in my life ..
everything looks so dark !
haiss , i really dont wish to see this kind of thing to happen de ..
but wad can i do?
ii really dont know !
cos this is ur choice , and u choose to walk in this choice ..
so how m i going to stop u?
love cannot be force , thats y i never even force u ..
but ii really really dont know wad to do sia !
haiss

24o7o6

after 1 day he patch back wif mii le ..
i dont know y , but ii just patch back wif him cos i really cant live without him ..
haiss
i really dont know wad is he thinking ..
i really dont know wad happened to him sia ..
is he getting sick n tired of mii or he dont love mii anymore le?
has his feeling fade away?
or he lyk someone else le?
haiss
i really dont know ..
i really very scared that he will leave mii ..
but even if he really leave mii , i really got nothing to say ..
thats his choice , ii just know that i love him very deeply ..
and no matterr wad i will always love him de ..
missing him lots lots wor !

28o7o6

i really dont understand u !
y must u be lyk this to mii?
its really very hurting sia ..
REALLY !
just because i never keep my promised to sing a song for u den u say u want to break wif mii ..
how can u do this to mii? y ? y r u treating mii lyk this?
i really dont know wad i have dont wrong ..
i really dont wish to break wif uu , but u keep on saying the word "break"
i really very hate this stupid bloody word ..
i really dont wish to break or fight wif uu cos breaking and fighting is not call love ..
since we have decided to stay together den we should oso solve problem togehter ..
but not fight or break , this is really not call love ..
if we keep on breaking n fighting , den we will never have happying ending ..
hope we can last long ba ..
dont wish to break le
i hope this is the one n only last time that we break ba ..
dont want to break le ..
i really love uu lots lots
missing uu lots lots t0o
hope to see u soon !
muacccckkks !