Date : Sunday, July 09, 2006
Time : 2:06 AM

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haiss
ytd went singing lesson ..
ii got singing exam ..
ya ii did PASS !
ii was very happy about it , and ii was hoping that my stead will be happy for mii t0o ..
haha !
but it is just a exam , pass or fail ii dont think so there is got to do wif my stead ..
LOL
den after singing lesson
ii went home , after that my parents brought mii to my ah ma house to eat dinner ..
after awhile georgina nn casandra came ..
we were watching movie together , but casandra was toking to ron on the fone ..
ii feel that when casandra nn ron toks on the fone together , they have lots of fun ..
but den when my stead nn ii tok on the fone togehter , we dont have so much fun lyk ron nn casandra have ..
so ii will understand how jiawei feels toking to mii on the fone !
ii know he feels sian toking to mii ..
ya thats y ii feel very useless , ii feel that ii cannot even make my stead feels happy toking to mii ..
REALLY !
ii really very scared that he will regret being wif mii !
haiss
btw ytd georgina very wad lor !
she keeps disturbing mii sia !
ii was toking to jiawei on the fone , and she used my ah ma house fone to call mii ..
den ii did not know it was her , so ii answered the call nn ii relized it was her ..
so ii put down her fone , but ii actually hang up jiawei call ..
and ii thought he will call mii back , but he did not ..
ii was really very scared he would be angry ..
if he really get angry , den georgina will be DEAD
ii really really hope that ii could last wif him as long as ii can !
ii very scared his feeling for mii will fade away !
REALLY !
haiss
around 1.30am ii left my ah ma house ..
we should be going home but we r not very tired yet , so we decided to go sentosa ..
we went to sentosa around 2 too 3+
very late hor !
haha
we thought over there got lots of thing to eat ..
but ii told my mum , it is already so late where got food to eat ..
LOL
but they say they want to go there nn take a look ..
so we went there !
n there is really nothing to eat ..
haha
den my brother say he want to go airpot ..
so my dad says okeyy ..
cos over there got food to eat , airpot is 24 hours open ..
so we went there to eat , we eat lots of thing lor ..
haha
it is really very fun , so long never go out lyk this le ..
my parents were owayys busy moving house !
so last nite was the day we spent time together ..
but ii owayys feels that something is really missing beside mii ..
n ii relized it was my stead , ii was hoping he was there wif mii t0o ..
but ii belived it is impossible ..
hiass
so after eating we went to walk around , after that we went home !
we reach home about 5am ..
very late hor
haha
really very tired so went to bed le ..
but den before ii go to sleep , ii did sms my stead ..
but ii belived he fall asleep le ..
he must be very tired !

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LOL
today morning about 9am , my stead call mii ..
so early hor
ii was really tired but ii still ans his call ..
ii was really glad to hear his voice ..
ii thought he will not call mii , but ii was WRONG !
he did call mii ..
ii was really happy nn ii can't sleep anymore ..
but when the moment he asked mii one stupid question , ii was not happy le ..
ii was really scared that something will happened !
but ii really never bluff him , ii really forget all about that person le ..
REALLY !
but when the monent he asked mii , wad if he still cannot forget about ur ex , den wad will ii do ..
ii told uu that ii cannot do anything , ii cannot take a knife nn asked uu to forget about his ex ..
i'm not that bad to do that ..
but if uu really no feeling for mii le den uu still lyk ur ex , uu can go ahead nn patch back wif her ..
ii really dont mind ..
u feel happy den can already ..
i only want to see uu happy !
i really love ur laughter nn ur smile !
it makes my life feels more lovely ..
but maybe i'm not so good as ur ex ..
maybe i'm not that chio as ur ex or maybe ii cannot make uu happy nn make uu smile owayys !
maybe ur ex is better den mii ba ..
but ii'm already trying my very best to be better den ur ex nn to make uu more happy ..
but if uu feel that is not good enough , den ii really dont know wad to do le ..
REALLY !
ii really tried my very best to do everything that uu want mii to do ..
uu want mii to forget about that person , nn ii already tried ..
and ii can say , ii made it !
but if uu think that is not good enough , den wad uu really want mii to do?..
ii just want uu to be happy ..
if uu happy , ii will oso be happy ..
if uu sad , den ii oso will be sad ..
ii really very scared ur love for mii is fading away !
REALLY !
ii really really wish to last wif uu forever nn ever until this world ends !
ii love nn miss uu lots ..