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Date : Friday, April 27, 2007
Time : 8:28 AM haiss
so sian lor got nothing to do last time when i feel sian den i will call shannon to tok but now no already cos i and her not that close le she already found another best fwen le and that is ANABELLE last time i thought i will only be shannon's best fwen but in the end i found out the ans le and the ans is NO !! she can just dont want a fwen that is togehter wif her for 4 years haiss is not that i dont want to tok to her today is that i cant open my mouth and just dont know how to face her and dont know wad to say today is the first time that i never tok to her for the whole day sia and she can just dont care lor i feel she change alot sia last time when i tell her i want to break fwenship wif her, den she will start crying and ask me y .. but now NO , she can oso dont tok to me for the whole day she can just tok to anabelle and just dont care about me i really dont know did she ever treated me as her best fwen or she treat anabelle as her best fwen haiss i really dont know sia this is the first time i see her treated me lyk this REALLY !!! haiss i really dont know y she got to step into our life if dont have her maybe everything will be okey and our fwenship maybe will last forever but now i can say our fwenship will never last forever it has already break into many many piece thats y i dont see a use of us being close fwen i really dont know wad is shannon thinking i really dont know did she ever forget about all our plan that we want to go in to the same ITE , get the same cource and we even plan for her birthday party and our class chalet but now everything are all GONE GONE !! GONE !! GONE !! i really feel very tired le u see our fwenship is lyk a relationship between me n cheok kawi maybe once our fwenship break , we will never patch back and its the same lyk me n kawi , once we break we can never patch back le haiss actually i dont wish our fwenship to end up lyk this everything we do we got to have an ending i want me n shannon's fwenship to have a happy ending just the same lyk me n cheok kawi , i want to have a happy ending wif him too but in the end we cant .. thats y i dont know i and shannon's fwenship will have a happy ending mah?! i really dont know but actually i can say i dont see a happy end in us i feel our fwenship are no longer the same lyk last time everything have totally change our fwenship have change, she have change and maybe i have change too i really dont know y i dont lyk anabelle i really dont know y i dont wish this kind of thing to happen but i really cant take it anymore i really hate to see shannon start to steal things again last time she stop stealing le but now i dont know y she start again and actually i am really very angry about the roti pata thingy how can they walk away without paying money?! is not that i want to be good or wad is i dont wish to see my own best fwen get caught by police and i am not that kind of person who lyk to steal thing or walk away without paying money and i am not scare to say that i am scare to get caught by police i still want to spend my life happily de i rather spend time wif my family or spend time wif cheok kawi (last time lah) i dont want to spend my life in gals home and do nothing this is den call useless person i dont wish to be one of them but nvm lah since i say wad shannon oso dont wish to listen she rather listen to anabelle den listening to me but nvm i will not say anything le if she want to carry on stealing thing den go ahead ba if she got caught by police den i got nothing to say le i really dont wish to see her in gals home lah i still want her to go ITE wif me i dont want her to be a useless person and let ppl look down on her do u know how hurtful it is to see my own best fwen toking to another gal and not tok to me and dont even care about me and always side a person that is not close to her a gal that hurt so many ppl and she hurt the ppl r all my fwen haiss i know she didnt mean to do it but at least she should think mah everything can be control de when she want to start saying ppl , she should think first think before she do anything and ytd guess wad she told me , she told at least she never stright forward to me before, she only stright forward to other ppl den i was lyk WTH she can say she never?! its impossible okey she dont even know sometime she did hurt me alot too sometime wad she says hurt me alot too but i just dont want to tell her , i dont want to hurt her too and about ytd thing , actually i dont wish to tell her de cos i dont wish to hurt her cos telling someone that i dont lyk that person is a very hurting thing to do i am not lyk her i dont wish to hurt her or make her sad and cry haiss but in the end everything give shannon says out le and this should be kept all by ourself but now its not le now everyone knows about it haiss forget it ba i just leave them alone can le so we will not get angry wif each other any more le i really very tired le i need some time ba and maybe its abit funny without toking to shannon but slowly slowly will get use to it de den last time actually shannon's birthday party , we dont wish to invite cindy de but now in the end me myself dont need to go le i can dont need to think of going le cos go there oso dont know how to face them okey lah i shall end here le byee byee sad=( |
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