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Date : Saturday, February 28, 2009
Time : 9:56 AM I love you more every day, My name I long for you to say. Do you know just how I feel? Do you know this love is real? Sometimes I wonder what you think. When you hear my name, do your cheeks turn pink? Do you dream about me every night? Wish to hug me and hold me tight? Do you think we're meant to be? Together forever, you and me? These are the questions that run through my mind, Your way into my heart, you did find. It drives me crazy as to what I should do, Should I risk a friendship and confess to you? Or should I keep my feelings inside, Keep them locked up, let them hide? I just don't know what to do anymore, My heart it aches, my heart it's sore. I love you more than you could know, And I don't want to ever let you go. So even if I'm just a friend, I'll always love you until the end. haiss TODAY IS MY LAST DAY OF WORK ): thats sad luh now i got to find a new job & start a new life i dont really like to stat a new life because i dont want to start learning about new ppl again i dont like to work in a new place plus im super lazy to find a job NOW ! but i got no choice okeyy today is also Melissa's last day shes going oversea to study wth luh hot pants & ma _ _ _s will sure to be very angry because she last min den tell them haiss its like such a waste luh , she can work but she choose to go & study shes going there for 4 years so Melissa do take care of urself yea all the best in ur study today after work went to Holland V to eat with Sm , Janet , Gloria & Auntie Bazly Sm treated me eat because its my last day today THANK U , SM LAO MA (: U KNOW I LOVE U RITE? I SO GONNA MISS U U GOT TO MISS ME TO YEA IM GONNA MISS WORKING IN ADVANCE too & I GONNA MISS ADVANCE PPL EVERN HOT PANTS(: hahahahahaha ok tomorrow is family day got plans with my family tomorrow so gonna sleep early today nitenite to u guys LOVELOVE(: stay tube Davina end here - Why is it that the words i wanted to hear him say are the main reason why it hurts so much .
Date : Sunday, February 22, 2009
Time : 12:08 PM What we thought was love and happiness? Is now gone all that's left is to move on. Say goodbye and walk away. Take your wounded pride put it aside. The game of love you have lost. Your broken heart is the cost. Count your blessings and pray. maybe You will win at the game of love one day. Just learn when to walk away. Your strong enough to say good bye. Don't hold back it's okay to cry love hurts sometimes its already 4am now & i'm planning not to sleep today cos i got to wake up at 6.30 to get prepare to go to school hahahahahahahaha i mean driving school I'm learning driving now & please pray hard for me that i will pass in 6 months , just 6 months ! okeyyy today sales wasn't good all customers suxs today try but didn't buy fark rite? but nvm this is not a problem the problem now is i'm feeling really moody the whole farking day someone just make me so farking pissed off called me today just to ask me to delete a farking photo that so farking lame luh childish person always do childish things ! please luh who wanna keep that farking picture that only waste my farking profile space & can u believe she said she wanna give me 1 month to delete that picture , hahahahahaha dont make me laugh lor i NOW oso can delete give her see !!! WTH luh -_- haiss but maybe im abit too over, saying about **** ba maybe his brother was rite ba after all hes my ex bf i shouldn't have insulted him i didn't really mean it but ......... im just so mad (i dont know y) maybe im oso in the wrong haisss okeyyy just to let all of u know I HAVE DELETED THE PICTURE ALREADY & I HAVE GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH **** ANYMORE !!! SO WHOEVER HIS GF IS NOW , PLEASE DON'T COME & DISTURB ME ANYMORE NOBODY WOULD WANT TO TAKE UR BF AWAYS FROM U , NOT EVEN ME !!!!!!!! ywannn ~~ i'm super tired now feel like sleeping but I CANT SLEEP NOW i scare i cant wake up oh my goodness my classes end at 5pm i will be panda sia im gonna rest for awhile watching tv now so stay tune for my next post Davina end here - Baby , all i want to know is , did i ever make u happy??
Date : Saturday, February 21, 2009
Time : 10:13 AM I am in love with a guy who doesn't know it And that's because I am afraid to show it He would get upset if he knew how i felt And even more for the pain I've dealt If I told him our friendship would have to end Then I couldn't even have him as a friend I get so jealous, he likes her instead I hate how this all goes through my head If only you'd let me taste your sweet kiss Maybe then I would know about all this I could know for a fact that this was true But now all I can say is that I love you So please give me just one chance To show you true, sweet, romance I owe it to you, for all that you do You make me happy, mad, and even sad too. If only you'd look through my smile And saw that my love for you was in denial My friends all know I still love you But one question, "do you?" My heart is so happy whenever your near, But when your gone my eye gives a tear My sadness for you is all so true Only because I truly love you So if you are my friend, at least one bit You won't mind that one little slit The one I told you, and just you about I told you because I trusted you without a doubt. You turned your back on me and turned it into you, Which made me do what I had to do, You put me through so much pain, Your pains putting me down the wrong lane. Some how this pain keeps reeling me in You say you don't want me, but you let my love unfasten. You let it unfasten into your soul. Which makes our friendship less dull I want you to know, you brighten my day. Even when you stop just to say hey Your smile so bright, is what keeps me going, Which keeps my love for you showing So please open up your eyes Before I start telling those pointless lies My love for you will never end Even if I am only your friend I want you to be happy, I only wish it could be with me, Because even though I'm not "higher class" I'm not something you should just pass. I have feelings just as much as you, And just like you, I'm human too. Once we get out of high school It won't matter if we were cool So show all your friends the real guy I know Because as of right now I'm not letting go Not letting go of that great guy I met Because once I met him my heart was set My heart was set on the guy of my dreams Or so now that's what it seems Please forgive me if I start to cry But to me you are my one and only guy You can make me smile with just one hi And make me feel sad with that same goodbye My stomach gets those silly butterflies When ever i look deep into your soft blue eyes For when we go our separate ways, These are of course my sadder days, For not being your friend is the worst thought of all, It makes my heart just sink and fall For you are the boy that makes my heart skip that beat And without you I seem incomplete So bare with me now, as I am only your friend As I try to get this feeling to end. If only you would give me that one chance, To show you true sweet romance, For then you'd know my love is real, But now I will just have to deal. Well that's all that my heart has got to say But promise me now on this day That you will at least be my friend, My friend forever until the end.
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Time : 9:25 AM I want to say "I like you" I want to say "I need you" I want to say "I love you" I want to say "I adore you" And, i want to say "You are my everything" I want to say "I care about you" I want to say "I understand you" I want to say "I'll never leave you" I want to say "I am here for you" And, I want to say "You are my everything" But, I can't It's a secret Home(: just came back from ah ma house my parents came to pick me up from work today LOLs at work nothing really happened our sales was really good today better den DY ! hahahahahaha actually we were just lucky cos mas caught big fishes today^^ thats y sales will be so good LOLs today afternoon i was really shocked to receive a call from dumb ass asking us wad we wanna eat , cos he's having his lunch at marina square .. so kind of him to remember us when he's eating(: hahahahahaha so when the time he came 929 to pass us the food , i ask dumb ass if he's going back to DY he said YES but he got to go KFC first to buy cheese fries for DY gals & go to home fix to buy super glue so i followed him there(: saw Ruben today , he's working in Home Fix so chatted with him for awhile , while dumb ass was looking for the glue after that we headed back to DY i went there to have break with Nancy LOLs den when time is up , i headed back 929 to start work i was really tired the whole day (i don't know why) my eyes feels like closing the whole bloody day hahahahahahahaha maybe because theres no HOT GUYs to see ba (JOKING) LOLs okey im need to sleep now im feeling tired already got to work tomorrow don't wanna be late again haha anyway DUMB ASS , THXS FOR THE LUNCH TODAY THANK U(: stay tune Davina end here - When you miss me just look up to the night sky and remember, I'm like a star ; sometimes you can't see me, but I'm always there.
Date : Thursday, February 19, 2009
Time : 10:08 AM You don't know how bad I need you here with me, I need you more than anything more than I need to breathe How do I last now that my heart has grown so cold, Being without you its like my heart was put on hold How do I stay warm without you to hold me tight, I wish I was in your arms and everything was right When I'm with you my body becomes weak, I want to say I love you but its really hard to speak I get this amazing feeling from my head down to my toes, I cant explain it I'm like the only one who knows I wish I could tell you exactly how I feel, But words cant explain it this feelings just to real I miss you so much and I cant wait to see your face, Cuz when were together my heart begins to race When I'm with you its like no one can get in my way, Even when were apart I think about you all day imissu .. its already 2am & i just reached home went to chomp chomp for supper with my parents & my dad talk to me about the AUS trip after talking , i do understand wad's my dad thinking maybe everything he said is really for my own good i shouldn't have waste time on study , if i think i really cant study its no use trying to study is like , if i go AUS for 4 years wad do i learn if i really cant study? im just wasting my 4 years between this 4 years i can work to earn money , rite? dont u know between this 4 years how much money i can earn? rather den i go AUS for 4 years & i learn nothing but just to have fun maybe my dad is rite this time maybe is rite that i shouldn't waste my time in AUS okey so i have made up my mind & not go to AUS anymore so i should just stay in Singapore to find a job now & to just earn for my living so if u guys have any job to intro , please let me know i want to work as a sales promoter , i want to sell clothes but not other thing so if u guys have any of this kind of job just give me a call / tag on my blog & let me know thanks a million(: okeyyy thats all for today im tired already gonna sleep now stay tune^^ Davina end here - most people have a harder time letting themselves love than finding someone to love them .
Date : Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Time : 10:09 AM I want to be with you, but your millions of miles away. i wish you would call just to ask about my day. it would make things so much better if i could hear you voice, I guess i can't complain too much, after all this was my choice. i wish i could hold you in my arms and look in to your eyes. i promise i will always be true to you and never tell you lies. its so hard to go to sleep without you by my side. my tears are the only thing ill ever try to hide. i lie awake in bed as the tears stream down my face, they keep going until the hit my pillow case. I Miss You... its already 2.30am now i cant sleep , i really cant sleep im thinking alot & its alot im feeling tired this few day tired of finding a BLOODY JOB !!!!! & i got to go and learn driving one more thing im wondering is Y my dad wouldn't allow me to go AUS ? all he know how to say is , im just wasting his money he said i cant even work in Singapore how the hell can i go AUS to study? y ish he giving so much reason not for me to go? the first time he said he wouldn't let me go is because , i cant even look after myself in Singapore how can i go AUS to look after myself .. den now this time is i cant even work in Singapore how to go AUS to study? firstly , work & study are very different & how would he know that i cant study? he didn't give me a chance to try? maybe he thinks that im just wasting his money ba maybe thats the only reason .. haisss everything is not in my way i dont have a choice to make on my own everything it got to go my dads way -_- im already 18 & i still got no rite to make my own choice !! haiss haiss - I quit a job is my dad choice - I learning driving is also my dad choice (but i need to learn) - Cant go to Aus to study is also my dad choice - Choosing a BF is oso my dad choice - Making wad kind of fwens is oso my dad choice everything is all my dad choice den wad choice can i make on my own? i dont know , i really dont know everything it doesn't go my way my dad always think im stupid , im useless , i got no hope in anything !!!! am i lyk this? maybe i am , but did he ever give me a chance to try to do things my way? NONONO , he didnt !! nothing is in my way , & ITS NOTHING !!! i feel really moody now , feeling very stress up now & im feeling super tired ): okeyy , enough of my rubbish thinking im super tired already , got to sleep now tomorrow got to work stay tune for my next post Davina end here - Love is our true destiny. We do not find the meaning of life by ourselves alone-we find it with another.
Date : Sunday, February 08, 2009
Time : 8:30 AM Missing you more and more each day just seeing your face takes my breath away one moment with you would make everything ok whenever i see you I wish you could stay no words can express how much I need you how my love is so true but i will spend this night once again, missing you im feeling bored ! at cas house now im feeling tired & abit pissed off haiss today my parents came to pick me up after work cos im going to cas house to bai nian everyone ish still here & they r watching some videos im blogging all alone upstairs ! im feeling super bored now i dont know wad to do i feel lyk going home to bath & sleep but cant cos my parents dont plan to go home so early today haisss siannn .... haiss just now in the car on my way to cas house my dad keep nagging at me sia actually it started lyk this my mom ask me , when ish my next off day c0s she want to bring me go & apply my driving school ! i told her its on tuesday but im going JB wif fwens i told my mom maybe we could go on my next off day so my dad started saying, waaahhh u rather go out wif ur fwens den go & apply for ur driving school haiss ish not lyk im not going to apply , i just say apply on my next off day LOLs lyk this oso cannot i know its for my own good but i never say im not going to apply haiss den he started asking me to quit !!!! he said he hope that i will know how to start thinking & makiing the correct choice -_- haiss i really dont know , am i making the rite choice to quit? cos wad im doing now ish not wad i wanted to do my parents wouldnt know how difficult to find a bloody job now !!! but no matter wad , even if i cant find a job i would work for my dad ITS A NEVER !!! okeyyy its not i dont lyk the job or wad its because i know if i go there & work i will never have freedom i will never have a chance to hang out wif fwens cos the working hrs ish super long & i dont think i can stand this long & i believe when i go there & work for my dad , i will get scolding every single day .... so i will never work for my dad , even if the pay ish high haiss siannnn 2morrow im going to give marcus the letter already hope he will not get mad at me for making this stupid choice cos i know now they need more staff & at this moment i left the company ish abit bad rite? haiss but no choice luh ... its not the choice i mad oso hope he will understand ba haiss haisss haisss okey lets not tok about this anymore the more i tok the more i will feel sad sia ish lyk im force to do something that i dont lyk so hate this feeling !!! im feeling stress but no one to tok too sian lor ish lyk no one understand me even my parents dont understand me im totally sad ): haisss okey lets tok about some funny & happy things dont tok about sad things now LOLs today was really boring at work so mas & i decided to do something stupid & funny she said we got to write 20 good things that we want our guy to be hahaha lame rite? but let me tell u want i want my guy to be : 1) Tall 2) Handsome 3) muscular 4) Strong 5) Clever 6) Sunshine smile 7) Cute 8) Caring 9) Cool 10) Fashionable 11) Gentlemen 12) Rich 13) Understanding 14) Friendly 15) Romantic 16) Witty 17) Passionate 18) Reasonable 19) Hardworking 20) Soft-Hearted 21) Charasmatic hahaha this ish wad i want my guy to be LOLs okey i know guys cant be that perfect but got some of this ish already very good rite? but i know its difficult to find a guy so perfect ! oh yea i was really shock today CK came down to MS929 just to pass me my birthday present so sweet of him sia hahahahaha after giving me den he left already , i think hes meeting someone at ms ba i dont believe he will come all the way to ms just to pass me present thats abit stupid lor 2morrow im oso meeting him cos tomorrow got meeting fark got to wake up so early -_- LOLs ok im going back soon will upload pics when im free stay tune Davina end here - The beginning of love is to let those we love be perfectly themselves , and not to twist them to fit our own image. Otherwise we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them.
Date : Friday, February 06, 2009
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Date : Thursday, February 05, 2009
Time : 11:18 AM I try to talk to u , but i don't know wad to say I am afraid u don't want to say anything so i don't . But inside of me there r words waiting to come out and tell u how I feel-like how i misses u ! & how i Love U despite my broken hart . & how i need u in my life ! & especially how much i wanted u But those words may forever stay in my hart-locked inside .. Sometimes i wonder if there r words locked inside u too? but i'll never know !! home(: just eat finish having steamboat with shasha . Today actually meeting shasha at 3pm but in the end she cant wake up so we change the time to 4pm meet her a Serangoon MRT station ... & we took the mrt all the way to Doby Ghaut ! we went there to eat HOT TOMATO (iithinkso) nicenice^^ you should try it !!! after eating we went to watch movie we watched the BRIDE WARS ..... its super nice the movie ish really funny no regret watching it hahahahahaha after movie we decided to go SHISHA try before? hahahahaha & we were looking for more ppl to go wif us cos 2 person go will be abit bored but we cant think of anyone so i decided to call Melissa since she can go out late at nite & she dont have to go back so early so decided to call her lor(: we walk around city link to wait for her to finish work & after that we headed to bugis SHISHA ish fun who wanna go wif me just let me know and we could go there again im willing to go wif all of u^^ just give me a call yea hahahahahaha oh yea we took lots of pic too will upload it tomorrow cos its already 3.30am now i need to get to sleep soon tomorrow got to wake up early i dont want to be late again hahahahahaha okeyy nitenite ii will upload all the photos tomorrow i promise(: stay tune Davina end here - The worst way to miss someone ish to have them sitting right next to u & know u can never have them ..
Date : Wednesday, February 04, 2009
Time : 10:03 AM because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other for those were some of the best times of my life. TODAY ISH MY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME(: okeyy im here to thxs all my fwens who boughtt gifts for me & send me their wishes thxs dear iLOVEu all best wishes to all of u too today i have been waiting for a stupid bloody msg for such a long time but in the end i didnt receive any wishes from him its already more den 2 yrs but he still dont treat me as his fwen he dont even bother to sms me his wishes maybe because he doesnt care about me anymore maybe i dont mean anything to him anymore im just nothing to him & i know he will never forgive me but nvm , passt ish already the past no point flashing back the past rite??? he dont give a damn about mme den y the fark must i give a damn about him? ii dont know y ???? i kept asking myself , have i really forgotten all about him???? i really dont know , i got no ans for tis question wait till i got the ans already & i will let all of u know ! haiss although today ish my birthday but i dont know y im not happy at all i know i should be very happy , buuuutttt ......... haiss wo hao fannn arhhhh ! my parents ish forcing me to quit my job when i didnt plan to do so. i thought i could stay there as long as possible but my parents ish forcing me to quit now ! i dont know wad to do sia i dont wish to quit so soon maybe because i got fwens over there & im use to that place & im use to it in working in daniel yam ! if i change job i got to meet new ppl , new place & i gott to start life all over again i got to start learning new things & it maybe difficult for me (iithinkso) haiss can someone tell me wad to do? i really dont know haiss haiss haiss i got to give the letter to marcus by monday but im not ready yet im really scare to face wad im facing now i dont want to leave all my fwens im scare we will never contact again ish lyk once i leave i dont think they will got the time to msg me ritee? haisss sian leh actually today marcus called me & ask me wads my plan. am i planning to stay or planning to quit? i dont know wad to ans him sia he told me if im planning to quit den he got to find a staff to take over MS 929 aiyooo im lyk giving him lots of trouble sia marucs , im so sorry to trouble u but i didnt mean to do it ! im sorry for giving u so much trouble once i leave i think there will not be so much trouble for u ba i promise this will only be the last trouble im giving u ): hope u will understand okeyy thats all for today & once again HAPPY BIthday tO ME(: stay tune for my next post Davina end here - they say when u r missing someone that r probably feeling the same , but i dont think its possible for u to miss me as much as IM MISSING U RITE NOW !
Date : Sunday, February 01, 2009
Time : 9:18 AM Each time I miss you, a star falls down from the sky. So, if you looked up at the sky and found it dark with no stars, it is all yourfault. You made me miss you too much ! its already 1.40am & im still at my auntie house now bored bored bored feeling farking bored here ! cas wasnt here today she went out wif her fwens to buy birthday present for me(: thxs alot , iiLoveU everyone ish going home now but i dont know y my parents isnt going home yet -_- today ish lyk a shit day to me NO ONE CALL / SMS ME ! everyday i seems to be so busy but only today I dont feel use to it sia i need someone to chat wif me now now now now now .................... haissss okeyy 2morrow i got to wake up early meeting joyce jiejie at 12pm got to go bishan J8 to meet her going to have coffee wif her cos next time can no longer see her often already ywannn ~ im feeling tired & bored now could someone entertain me? or im gonna sleep already i shall end here already oh btw about my AUS pics ii will upload it when i free stay tune^^
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