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Date : Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Time : 10:09 AM I want to be with you, but your millions of miles away. i wish you would call just to ask about my day. it would make things so much better if i could hear you voice, I guess i can't complain too much, after all this was my choice. i wish i could hold you in my arms and look in to your eyes. i promise i will always be true to you and never tell you lies. its so hard to go to sleep without you by my side. my tears are the only thing ill ever try to hide. i lie awake in bed as the tears stream down my face, they keep going until the hit my pillow case. I Miss You... its already 2.30am now i cant sleep , i really cant sleep im thinking alot & its alot im feeling tired this few day tired of finding a BLOODY JOB !!!!! & i got to go and learn driving one more thing im wondering is Y my dad wouldn't allow me to go AUS ? all he know how to say is , im just wasting his money he said i cant even work in Singapore how the hell can i go AUS to study? y ish he giving so much reason not for me to go? the first time he said he wouldn't let me go is because , i cant even look after myself in Singapore how can i go AUS to look after myself .. den now this time is i cant even work in Singapore how to go AUS to study? firstly , work & study are very different & how would he know that i cant study? he didn't give me a chance to try? maybe he thinks that im just wasting his money ba maybe thats the only reason .. haisss everything is not in my way i dont have a choice to make on my own everything it got to go my dads way -_- im already 18 & i still got no rite to make my own choice !! haiss haiss - I quit a job is my dad choice - I learning driving is also my dad choice (but i need to learn) - Cant go to Aus to study is also my dad choice - Choosing a BF is oso my dad choice - Making wad kind of fwens is oso my dad choice everything is all my dad choice den wad choice can i make on my own? i dont know , i really dont know everything it doesn't go my way my dad always think im stupid , im useless , i got no hope in anything !!!! am i lyk this? maybe i am , but did he ever give me a chance to try to do things my way? NONONO , he didnt !! nothing is in my way , & ITS NOTHING !!! i feel really moody now , feeling very stress up now & im feeling super tired ): okeyy , enough of my rubbish thinking im super tired already , got to sleep now tomorrow got to work stay tune for my next post Davina end here - Love is our true destiny. We do not find the meaning of life by ourselves alone-we find it with another. |
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