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Date : Thursday, February 24, 2011
Time : 5:40 AM Sometimes, not very often, you probably will get that feeling where you don't wanna talk to anybody. You don't wanna fake a smile,and you don't wanna fake being happy. But at the same exact time,you just wanna be left alone. And, I'm no exception either.Many are aware that, it was so recently I have a serious problem here, but from my part, there's isn't a need to explain it to whoever you are.Just like the girl in my dream, there's nothing you could do or say to make me feel alright, and if I could want anything in the world, it would be to be LEFT ALONE. Because when I'm alone, no one will constantly ask me what's wrong with everything, and even though I did replied, there isn't anyone who will take "Nothing's wrong, I'm fine." as an answer. I'm sorry, but keep this in mind, the difficult situation I'm facing right now will soon be over, and that I will be able to be myself again,but until then all I need is to be alone. Memories lies well .... PS: I sit here alone, typing this ... Love make me really sad, when I think about it .....
Date : Tuesday, February 08, 2011
Time : 10:04 AM Having countless of thoughts in mind...
Does 'LIVE LOVE LAUGH' describe about life? or the meanings behind this simple words? Are humans greedy by nature? or the environment affects the human? I alway believe that LOVE & FAMILY is the 1st important ones in life. So we should treasure our love ones truefully and not taking them for granted or to betray each other when it comes to love. Appreciative is more than enough. But in love when theres alway argument or unhappiness, well... this love will never last. As long as one day someone started to betray , that will spells 'the end' for this 'love or for this family'. Afterall, Happy is the most important thing in life. Everyone is unique. We think differently. But we all desire to be Happy. Even though i may not understand why there are always so many argument in love & family , perhaps that is call life? Oh well... follow the light towards happiness (:
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Time : 9:19 AM Unhappiness is growing in me this past few days
Having countless of thoughts in mind... wondering why would things happened the way it shouldn't be happening!!!! there's too many complicating things that couldnt be solve in my family I have got no idea what to do. my family are drifting apart too many arguments , too many unhappiness sometimes seeing happy family together , it makes me jealous i also wonder why couldnt my family be just like them A mistake can distroy a family A mistake can take away trust A mistake can take away EVERYTHING!!! I miss a happy family I used to have with smile and laughter. And a place that I can feel home I dont know if my family could still be the same. seeing my parents argue because of something that couldnt be solve really makes me upset! but what is done , it couldnt be undone. we cant turn back the clock and erase the mistake that have been done we got to face the fact that has already happened. we just got to accept it or NOT to accept it!!! its between both my parents , its their choice when will things go back to the way it should be? I'm always asking myself this question , when will I have a happy family again?! many people are asking if I love my mom more or my dad more? To me , my mom and dad stands the same level of love I have for them. both of them are the same , they are my parents I love them equally the same both of them are important to me Im feeling tired to always pretending to put a smile on my face when im feeling unhappy. when can i put a real smile on my face to show everyone that im really happy! I ENVY HAPPY FAMILY
Date : Saturday, February 05, 2011
Time : 11:10 AM back to SINGAPORE! surprisingly, this Chinese New Year wasn't as boring as I thought! But I wouldn't say it was perfectly fun.. If only argument wasn't in this pictures. it would be much better! will blog about my Chinese New Year soon.. and many pictures will be up soon too! |
DavinaKoh♥
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A typical Aquarius who is very Progressive, original, humanitarian, independent.
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