Date : Friday, March 18, 2011
Time : 2:50 AM

What a disappointed friday.
It was my offday today , wanted to spend my day with him.
but my plan didn't went the way how i have planned!

was supposed to go to his house to accompany him
but he told me he wasnt feeling very well ,
so he need to take a short rest.
and he doesn't want to pass his cough to me.
I understand and I told him to rest first , I waited for him till i fell asleep.
Finally he text me , i thought he wanted to meet me
and head down to marina square together.

But in the end he told me he was already at suntec listening to a seminar!!!
I asked him why didnt he told he was going there
and why did he lie to me all along
and his replied was he scared that I would get angry!!!!
he seriously doesn't understand me well , if he's busy or he need to go somewhere else first
he could just tell me , I'm not like those girls , I'm not so petty......
I would understand and ask him to go ahead and do his things and after everything
he could text me to tell me that he's already free to meet me.
I would understand!!!
But in the end he choose to lie to me.

I wasnt angry because he went to suntec to listen to a seminar
or I wasn't angry because he didn't tell me.
I was just disappointed that he lied to me.

I doesn't like a guy that I like to lie to me!
I thought he was different ..
But he turns out to be like my dad , I just can't accept this.
My dad is always lying to my mom
and thats why I thought the guy that I like was different.
but ........................
haiss , Just disappointed!!!

I was disappointed till I have got no words to say to him,
in the end I have decided not to meet him.
Wasted my offday just by staying at home and was disappointed
that I didn't meet him today.
but I am the one who chose not to meet him!!

I have always wondering , am I someone that he like?
Will I have the chance to be more den just a friend with him?
What if oneday , just one fine day , I text him and tell him that I like him
and I want to be more den just a friend with him.
what would his answer be?
I want to tell him , I like him for who he is.
Doesn't matter if he's poor and doesn't matter if he's not good looking.
I like him just the way he is!!!
when would this ONE FINE DAY comes???
was just wondering!!